Love at First ❤️

^^Chapter 39^^

Naguguluhan na ako, hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Mahal na mahal ko sya, walang duda. Pero naghahati yung Isip at Puso ko.

Kailangan ko din pala alalahanin yung mga anak namin, sila ang dahilan kaya lumalaban at nananatili akong lumalaban..

Hindi ko sila pwedeng talikuran, marami na akong nalampasan kaya hindi ito ang magiging dahilan para isuko ko ang matagal kong pinaglalaban..

Uuwi na ako at haharapin na sya..

I booked a flight going to Ilocos, and when i arrived to ilocos and went Home.

I saw how is he suffering, And it breaks my heart seeing him like this. Do I so selfish? I feel so guilty.

"Ho-Hon?" --Sandro

I run towards him and hug him so tight. I do really miss him, so bad!

I cry while hugging him..

"Ssshhhh.. Stop crying hon, I know you loved me so much. I know that, deep in my heart" --Sandro

"I'm so sorry for being selfish, I'm so sorry for letting you suffer like this, I'm so sorry for not letting you explain, I'm so sorry for everything"

"No hon, its not your fault. Nothing is your fault.. It's all me, It's all me who need to say Sorry." --Sandro

"I will never give up hon, I will fight our Family and no one can break us"

"Lets talk about this later hon, For now.. Our childs missyou so much" --Sandro

Mom and Dad came to us..

"Ija thankyou for coming back" --Dad

"Anak, i miss you so bad" --Mom whilr crying

"I'm so sorry po for being selfish, I hope you'll forgive me"

"You don't need to apologize ija. Wala kang kasalanan" --Dad

"Oo nga anak, wala kang kasalanan.. Huwag mong sisihin sarili mo. Wala kang pagkakamali" --Mom

And they both hug me so tight so I cry again like a baby.

"Asan po sila Vinny and Simon?"

"Andun sila sa Twins, sila ang nag aalaga habang wala ka" --Mom

"Mom, Dad.. I excuse myself po muna, I want to see my Childs"

And they both nooded.

I went upstairs and Open the door on Nursery room.. Vinny and Simon was there,

"Ate?" --Vinny

"Aesy?" --Simon

"I'm so sorry vinny, simon for being selfish.. I'm so sorry"

"No, no! Stop saying that.. We hate seeing you like that. You suffer a lot. Thankyou for coming back to us, We miss you so much" --Simon

"You're not a selfish ate, you need some time and space to think.. Thankyou ate at bumalik kana, We missed you so bad." --Vinny

At lumapit ako sa kanila at niyakap silang dalawa habang karga karga nila ang Twins.

"Ate stop crying na okay? Here's your babies" --Vinny

And I cry again. I kissed my Childs and hug them 1 by 1.

"I'm so sorry my childs, Hindi ko na kayo naisip nung pinili kong umalis. Mahal na mahal ko kayo mga anak, You are everything to me, You are my life.. I don't know what my life if I lose you both"

Lumapit sakin si Sandro at niyakap ako..

"Shhhh.. Stop crying na hon, makakasama saiyo ito. What's important now is you're back to our life" --Sandro

"Ate we'll leave you muna para makapag usap kayo" --Vinny

I nooded and they both went outside..

Habang kinakarga ko si Xander at karga ni sandro si Jovi. Parehas na sila nakatulog at binaba na namin sila sa crib nila.

"Hon tawagin ko lang sila ate gina, stay here. I'll be back" --Sandro

And he went downstair para tawagin sila ate gina.

And finally they here na..

Ate Gina and Ate Manilyn they both greeted me after that. Sandro and I went to our room

Hindi ako makatingin sa kanya, hindi ko sya matiis. I feel so guilty for leaving him awhile, napaka laki na ng pinayat nya, sobrang laki na ng mga eyebags nya.. I know he have a hard time thinking about me, worrying about me.

I sit beside our bed while sandro kneeled down infront of me.

"Hon I know you suffer a lot, I know I'm giving you a hard time, I know I always hurt you and broke you into pieces.. I don't wanna lose you" --Sandro

"You may now explain hon, I want to hear everything. From the moment I saw you and That shit Angela"

And he explain..

"Hon, bakit di ka tumanggi? Bakit di mo sya tinulak? May chance ka hon para iwasan at tanggihan pero bakit ka nanlaban at hinayaan mo lang?" Then my tears started to fell again

"Hon, I told you. Its too late na because you already saw us, I'm going to push her away when you entered the office and saw us. Di ko kagustuhan yun hon, believed me.. Bago ako magpunta sa office ko, katatapos lang ng meeting namin ni kuya matt kaya imposible na gustuhin ko yun. Everything happen so fast" --Sandro

"Hindi ko na alam hon kung kaya ko pang paniwalaan yan, Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa papaniwalaan ko sa ngayon. Basta ang nasisiguro ko lang ngayon ay yung future ng mga anak ko, ng mga anak natin. Yun na lang pinagkakapitan ko ng mahigpit kahit sobrang sakit na. Kailangan ko kumapit para magkaroon sila ng Kumpletong pamilya"

"I understand hon if you're not going to believe me.. But I swear to God hon, Hindi ko kagustuhan yun. I'm willing to wait na patawarin mo ako" --Sandro

"No need to wait, I'm willing to forgive you always.. Even if It's hard to believed but I'll forgive you again and again.. Even if you broke me into millions pieces, Even if you broke me so many times. I'm willing to forgive you and forget all you're mistake.. But one thing I can't promise you,"

"What is it hon?" --Sandro in a low voice

"I can't trust you after what happen, I don't know how to trust you again"

"I can proved hon that I deserved a chance.. Thankyou for giving me many chance" --Sandro

He hug me so tight but I didn't hug him back.