Love at First ❤️

^^Chapter 40^^

Another 2months pass..

Everything went so cold, oo naging cold ako kay sandro.. I loved him so much, but everytime he isn't home.. I doubt that he is going to have a mistake again and I'm scared to broke again,

The twins is 6months old now.. and Their Christening..

The event went well and Happy.. Taking Pictures of the Ninangs and Ninongs, Family picture ofcourse.. I'm so happy for this day..

Were complete family, my friends is also here even tho my Family is the Marcoses only..

After the Christening back to reality again, is so unusual for being so cold.. Sandro tried his best to bring back my Trust and Fix us like how it was started but I don't know this feeling..

Until..

"Hon?" --Sandro

"Hmm?"

"Do you still love me?" --Sandro

And I keep quiet..

"Hon? I miss the old days on how we are" --Sandro

But still.. I'm still quiet

He kneeled down infront of me and he's crying..

"I know I make so many mistakes.. But please, I'm begging you please. Bring us back on how it was.. I miss the loved you always felt for me" --Sandro

And my tears started to fall..

"I tried sandro, but I don't know how to start trusting you again.. I always have a doubt everytime your isn't home, My anxiety is killing me. I'm being paranoid"

"You don't have to, kuya matt fired angela already after that happen.. I swear to God hon, Vinny and Simon is always with me. You don't have to worry.. Please for the sake of our Family" --Sandro

"I'll try again sandro if I can do, I do loved you with all my heart.. Walang duda yan pero nahihirapan ako magtiwala ulit"

"I understand.. Its all my fault" --Sandro

And I hug him.. I kiss him passionately, I miss this kind moment. He's right, we need to fix this for the sake of our family.

I tried to back the old days.. Being a wife to him but its so hard, nasanay na yata ako sa pagiging cold.. Pero hindi pwede, hindi pwede to kailangan kong maging matatag para sa pamilyang iniingat ingatan ko.. Ayokong lumaki mga anak ko na ganito ang kagigisnan nila. Ayokong maranasan nila yung mga napagdaanan ko..

"Goodevening hon" --Sandro

He kiss me and hug me..

"Good evening, hows your day?"

"So tired but now I saw you and my Childs. I didn't feel the tiredness.. Your my energy saver hon" --Sandro in a sweet voice

I nooded and Smile.
I know he felt that I'm trying my best to be sweet with him.

"Halika kana kumain na tayo, para makapahinga ka dahil pagod ka"

He nooded we both went to dining.
By the way everybody was here. We were all complete eating dinner

"Malapit na election sandro, How's the campaign?" --Dad

"Uhm, Dad I'm confident na mananalo ako.. Beside tinutulungan naman ako nila Vinny and Simon" --Sandro

"Yeah. So tiring but worth it" --Vinny

"How about you dad? We're very sorry that We can't make it with you and Tita sarah for your campaign" --Simon

"Its alright sons, I know how busy you are.. No need to worry dahil mismong mga supporters ko na ang nangangampanya para sa amin ni Tita sarah nyo" --Dad

"Ija? Okay ka lang ba? Kanina kapa tahimik.. Hindi mo ginagalaw ang pagkain mo" --Mom

"Ija?" --Dad

Sandro was hold my hand and..

"Uhm, wh-what? May sinasabi po ba kayo?"

"Yes ija. Okay ka lang ba? Kanina kapa tahimik hindi mo lang binabawasan pagkain mo" --Mom

"Oh. Ah, uhm.. Sorry po wala lang po ako gana. Medyo masakit lang po ulo, sorry po But I excuse myself po muna Mom and Dad"

At tumayo ako at hindi na inantay ang sasabihin nila.

I went to Nursery room to check my Childs and Back to our room.

I lay to our bed and Cry again. Ewan ko kung bakit ako umiiyak, My mental breakdown and anxiety is killing me.

Sandro came and hug me in my back while laying in our bed.

"Hon? What happen? Why are you crying?" --Sandro

Hindi ko sya inimikan at umiyak lang ako ng umiyak. Humagulgol ako at alam kong rinig nila ako sa baba but I don't care, sa ngayon ang gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak.. Alam kong gagaan ulit ang pakiramdam ko kapag naiiyak ko na ang mabigat sa dibdib ko.

Nakatulog na lang ako sa pag iyak ng di ko namamalayan.