(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Adorable Admiration ♥ Oikawa x Male Reader

【 9 】

The next morning (and by morning I mean around 11am) I woke up and saw a few text messages on my phone. Every single one of them was from an unknown number, except for one from Asako. 

Asako

Asako: I gave Oikawa ur number cuz he wouldn't leave me alone til I did

I groaned. The random number was Oikawa's phone number, and he had sent me an annoying amount of text messages. I checked the time and saw that he had sent them at 7am. 

Why does this idiot get up so early?

XXX-XXX-XXXX

XXX-XXX-XXXX: Good morning N/N-chan~!

XXX-XXX-XXXX: You probably won't see this until later but text me when you get up!

XXX-XXX-XXXX: Oops, forgot to mention that this is Oikawa

XXX-XXX-XXXX: Well, I'm off to practice! Talk to you later!

XXX-XXX-XXXX: Also I love you!

XXX-XXX-XXXX: (～￣▽￣)～♥

*N/N-chan changed XXX-XXX-XXXX's name to Oikawa*

Gm, I just woke up :N/N-chan

Yes I am aware that it's like 11am I was tired don't judge me :N/N-chan

I put my phone back down on the table next to my bed, and I rolled out of bed. I trudged over to my dresser and pulled out some clothes. I walked over to the bathroom and got dressed, and I brushed my hair. I yawned, quickly ate some breakfast, and then I walked back up to my bedroom. 

I spent most of the day getting my homework done, and I read some random BL manga that Asako was forcing me to read. At least the manga was interesting, and it had a good plot too. Also the main love interest was hot, that was the main reason as to why I was reading the manga. 

I didn't do much throughout the day, and spent it just having a lazy Saturday. Was it kind of lame? Maybe, but I didn't exactly care. I spent most of my weekends being lazy. I sighed as I thought of all of the interesting adventures high schoolers supposedly went on, according to all of the books I had read. 

I assumed that I was just a boring person, with a boring life. Or at least I used to have a boring life, then Oikawa came along and suddenly thing got a bit more interesting, but part of me felt that before long, Oikawa would leave and things would get boring again. 

I didn't doubt that Oikawa would leave, he would find me boring and he wouldn't be interested anymore. It was what happened with so many of my friends, everyone but Asako. They all got bored of me, and I outlived my use, so they left. It was only a matter of time until Oikawa left, so I thought that maybe I should try to use this time to my advantage. 

I turned on my phone to see that I got a few text messages from Oikawa. 

Oikawa

Oikawa: Aw~ dw I didn't expect you to be the type to get up early

Oikawa: But Oikawa is such a boring contact name!

Oikawa: You should come up with a cute nickname for me instead!

*N/N-chan changed Oikawa's name to Kawa♥*

There, happy now? :N/N-chan

Kawa♥: Yes, very

Kawa♥: Anyways

Kawa♥: What have you been doing all day?

I was just doing hw and then I spent a while reading :N/N-chan

Kawa♥: Well then, if you're not super busy then we should hang out!

eh, not today :N/N-chan

Plus I am busy, I just said that I was reading :N/N-chan

Kawa♥: Then how about tomorrow?

Sure, I don't have anything to do tomorrow so I don't see why not :N/N-chan

Kawa♥: Perfect! I'll pick you up tomorrow and then we can go to a cafe or hang out at my house!

k, text me whenever you're on your way :N/N-chan

Kawa♥: ofc, I love you ♥

ily2 :N/N-chan

I turned off my phone and rolled over in my bed. I rested my chin on my pillow and ran my hand over my cheek. My face was rather warm. Why was it so warm? Did just seeing Oikawa text me a simple 'I love you' make me so flustered? They were just words, so why did they feel like they mattered so much? 

I slammed my face in my pillow as I let out a muffled scream. How was Oikawa able to so easily confuse me? It didn't make any sense as to what I was feeling. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling now or what I would feel in the future, and it was unsettling. For so many past relationships with friends I could always tell how things would play out, but Oikawa was different.

I loved that about him. I couldn't figure out how things were going to play out, and it was pretty exciting. No one but him had managed to make me feel this way. Nothing had ever confused me like this before. For practically anything else I could read a book about it and it would all make sense. This was different. Dating was different. 

When I was with Asako I wouldn't feel confused, I would just feel relaxed, and I didn't feel the need to figure out how I felt because it was easy enough to do that. So why did I suddenly feel so anxious? Why did Oikawa manage to make my heart skip a beat with something as simple as texting those three words? And why did I find it so hard to send them back? 

I couldn't even get myself to type out the full words, and so I wrote the abbreviation instead. Why did those words, three simple words, seem to mean so much? It didn't make sense. Words shouldn't mean that much... should they? 

Words didn't feel like they should matter, but for some reason every words that left Oikawa's mouth seemed to matter so much to me. Any words that came from someone mattered more to me than others, but Oikawa, every word he said seemed like it haunted me, but in a good way. The sound of his voice, the way he would phrase things, it all just seemed so magical to me. 

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