~Day 5, Week 1
I'm worried. Oikawa seemed pretty upset today while I was supposed to be tutoring him... I don't know what happened but I think I might have done something wrong. I'd feel terrible if I made him upset, and even if I didn't it would still make me sad to even think of Oikawa being upset. I wonder if I could do something to cheer him up? What would he even want me to do?
I put down my journal and flopped onto my bed, staring at the ceiling, a loud groan escaping my lips. What was I meant to do with myself? Oikawa was upset, and simply because he was upset, I was now also upset. I rolled around my bed, trying to think of some way to cheer him up, but I realized that I truly didn't know what exactly would cheer him up.
...a date.
Maybe it'd make him happy for me to ask him out on a date.
Should I do it?
No. There's no way that I'm gonna be able to do that.
...
I was now standing in front of Oikawa's locker, a stupid love letter in my hands. Inside was a sort of awkwardly written invitation for him to go on a date with me. I knew that I wasn't gonna be able to ask him in person, so I opted for writing him a note instead, but it ended up being almost most embarrassing.
"What are you doing, Y/N?" Oikawa asked, suddenly appearing behind me.
"N-nothing!" I stuttered, becoming quickly flustered. "I- er- I have to go!" I quickly rushed off, not realizing that I had accidentally dropped the note in front of Oikawa until I had already gotten to the classroom.
I sat down and put my head in my hands, hiding my face, and that's when I realized that I had dropped the note. I put my arms on the desk, and rested my head in my forearms, trying to hide myself even more, until I felt a tap on my shoulder.
"Hey uh- you dropped this in front of my locker." Oikawa held out the note, which was clearly a love letter based off of the stupid heart sticker which I had used to seal the envelope shut.
"O-oh uh- haha- sorry." I said, looking down at my desk and snatching the letter out of Oikawa's hand.
Why did I do that!? I should have just said something like 'oh the letter was for you actually', but of course I didn't!
I looked over to see Oikawa with a sad and tired expression on his face.
If I hadn't messed up and made him upset before, then I was certainly at fault for him being upset now. Did he think that I was planning on giving it to someone else? I was standing in front of his locker and holding a love letter, why would I do that if it wasn't for him?
I shook my head, trying to get rid of my thoughts and devise a plan to cheer Oikawa up properly.
I waited through class after class after class for what felt like an eternity, until it was finally time for lunch. I stood up and walked to the cafeteria. My eyes scanned the large lunch room, until I finally found Oikawa.
"H-hey Kawa-" I started, only to be cut off by Oikawa.
"What is it?" Oikawa said, not bothering to look my direction.
"Could I- er- talk with you for a bit?" I asked, awkwardly place my hand on the back of my neck.
Oikawa's eyes widened momentarily, before a sad expression washed over his face. "F-fine."
I grabbed ahold of Oikawa's hand and brought him all the way to the roof.
Once we got onto the rooftop, Oikawa snatched his hand away from mine. "I already know how this is gonna go, so please, just don't waste my time and get this over with."
"...wait- what are you talking about?" I said, fiddling with the note in my hands.
"You're obviously trying to break up with me. I know that you hate my guts or something like that. You're probably only even doing this whole dating me for three weeks thing just because you pity me. So just get this over with and say it already."
"Did I really make you think that?" I muttered, a guilty feeling forming in my stomach. "I- I didn't mean to. I- Gah! Of course I did this! Of course I messed all of this up! I- I'm sorry I- I was just trying to- to cheer you up but of course I made everything worse!"
"Wh-what?" Oikawa mumbled, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes.
"Th-the note. It was supposed to be for you..." I held the note out to Oikawa.
A smile found its way onto Oikawa's face as tears began to spill from his eyes. He leaned forward and wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his face in my shoulder as he cried. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and neck, pulling him closer to me in a hug.
I ran my fingers through Oikawa's hair and whispered,
"I love you."
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