~Day 2, Week 1
Some jerks decided to pick on me during lunch today. It was Nozomi and her hooligans. Oikawa swooped in like some knight in shining armor and basically saved me from getting hurt by them. Then I went to his volleyball practice and it was so cool, Oikawa even said that he'd teach me the rules sometime.
How did someone as amazing as him end up asking out someone like me?
~Day 3, Week 1
Nothing too noteworthy went down today, except for Oikawa being as perfect as always. I don't know how I'm supposed to survive these three weeks when just seeing Oikawa's adorable smile makes me feel like I'm about to die from his pure perfection.
I wanna do something to make him happy, but I'm not sure what exactly I could do... maybe he would like some sort of gift?
~Day 4, Week 1
I have to tutor Oikawa again tomorrow. I'm somewhat excited, which is rather strange. Why would I be so excited to study material which I already know? Maybe it's because it means I get to spend more time with Oikawa... that's probably why. It's rather embarrassing to think about, but I guess I could say that maybe I'm in love with Oikawa? I mean, when I say that I could say it, I could never say it out loud, but I can write it down in this journal, so that's what I'm doing.
I sighed, twirling my pencil in my hand as I sat through yet another boring class. I was just trying to get through the day so that I could spend time with Oikawa...No! What was I even thinking? Gah! Stupid thoughts.
No matter how much I tried, Oikawa just seemed to haunt my mind. It was as if he was an angry ghost looking for revenge by haunting my mind, constantly. It was distracting enough to cause Y/N to jump when he heard his teacher loudly yell his name, getting his attention rather effectively.
"Y/N! If you're so sure that you don't have to pay attention to my class, then perhaps you'd like to answer question 4?" The teacher asked, an annoyed look painted across her face.
"The answer is B." I stated nervously. I was very confident in my answer, just not very confident that I had gotten caught daydreaming in the middle of class.
"Hmph, I suppose you were paying attention." The teacher mumbled.
The end of the day couldn't come quickly enough, but when it finally came, a wave of relief washed over me. I grabbed my things and quickly walked out of the classroom, only to be stopped by Asako grabbing the back of my shirt and making me wait for her.
When Asako was finally finished gathering her things, she and I walked through the halls of the school, towards the library. "So, you zoned out during class, pretty unusual behavior for you."
"Yeah, my mind has just been... distracted lately. I'm not sure why, but I keep on zoning out." I mumbled, trying to not think about how much I had been thinking.
"Well, what do you normally think about whenever you zone out?" Asako asked, her head tilting to the side in a mocking manner, as if she knew exactly what my answer was going to be.
"Oikawa..." I mumbled absentmindedly, not yet realising that I had said that outloud.
"Hah! I knew it! You're so in love with him it's honestly adorable." Asako laughed.
"Wait! I- I didn't mean to say that out loud!" I whined, hiding my face in my hands.
I jumped when I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and hug me. "Ah- O-Oikawa!" I yelped, turning my head around to look into Oikawa's chocolate brown eyes.
"Hey there cutie!~" Oikawa smiled, snuggling his face into my neck and placing a quick kiss on my cheek.
"H-hey, Kawa." I mumbled, my face a bright shade of red with embarrassment.
"I guess I'll just leave you two lovebirds be, be sure to tell me all of the details later, Y/N!" Asako snickered as she happily skipped off.
Oikawa and I walked into the library, sitting down next to each other quietly, and I pulled out a textbook. "So, what did you want to go over today? Is there any subject in particular that you need help with?" I asked, eyes glued to the textbook pages as I skimmed through it.
"I suppose I could use some help with math, we have a test coming up and it'd probably be a good idea to not try and cram all of my studying into the one class period before the test." Oikawa laughed awkwardly, a light blush covering his face.
I began to explain the things that we were told to review for the math test, and Oikawa nodded along. I gave him a few different problems to solve on his own, and he solved them rather quickly, and correctly. I could tell that he was acting strangely, and I tried to brush it off, but I could tell that there was something up.
Oikawa wasn't staring or flirting with me as much as he usually did during our study sessions, and he obviously didn't seem to need help with the math work like he claimed to have needed.
Oikawa handed the paper back, a small smile on his face, and I quickly looked over it, checking his work. I hummed, "all of this is correct, you're a lot better at this than I thought that you'd be. Maybe we should cut the studying short for today-"
"N-no! I- er-" Oikawa stuttered, trying to come up with some sort of excuse to get me to stay.
"If you don't want me to leave, then I won't. Not like I have anything better to do." I said, placing my hand atop of his.
Oikawa quickly took my hand in his. "Please don't leave, I- I don't wanna be alone right now."
I nodded, unsure of what to say, and Oikawa wrapped his arms around me, burying his face in my shoulder. I lifted my hand and gently ran my fingers through Oikawa's hair as he held me close. I didn't know what was making him so upset, but I didn't want to push him to tell me either.
After a while, I looked at the time, and I noticed that it was getting rather late. "Kawa..." I mumbled. He hummed in response, letting me know that he was listening. "It's getting kind of late, we should probably go home."
"A-Alright." Oikawa lifted his head off of my shoulder, and I noticed the tears pricking at the corners of his eyes.
I lifted my hand and gently wiped away the tears, giving Oikawa a gentle smile. "Could I walk home with you, Kawa?" I asked, my voice soft and gentle.
Oikawa smiled. "Yeah, I'd like that a lot."
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(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Adorable Admiration ♥ Oikawa x Male Reader
Fanfic"The way you've always admired me from afar... honestly it's adorable" Y/N L/N, a member of the Aoba Johsai science club. He's often referred to as one of the smartest students, and many teachers seem to like him. Y/N is rather good looking, and yet...
