The next morning went by pretty smoothly, and everything seemed easier to deal with than it usually is. I guess it was easier to get through annoying things when I had something to look forward to later.
At lunch time, I walked up to the rooftop, and was greeted by Asako waiting for me. "So! Are you gonna tell me about what happened between you and Oikawa yesterday?"
"Oh, I guess I could tell you, but where is Oikawa?" I asked.
"I saw Oikawa sitting with the rest of the boys volleyball team. Why do you ask? Were you looking forward to seeing him or something?" Asako asked.
"Yeah, I guess I was looking forward to seeing Oikawa, but yesterday we just had lunch together, and it was nice." I responded. I was somewhat disappointed that Oikawa didn't come to have lunch with me.
"Is that all I'm gonna get from you?" Asako asked.
"Yeah, I'm not really feeling like talking right now." I pouted slightly.
Why am I so upset about Oikawa not spending time with me? It's not like he ever spent any time with me before a few days ago, but now that he's spent some time with me I want to spend even more time with him.
I groaned and look up at the clouds.
Maybe he doesn't actually like me. I wouldn't put it above him to be a playboy who gets bored of people and then moves onto the next. I mean if he wasn't like that then I don't understand how someone as perfect as him could even exist. Ugh! Why am I even thinking like this? So what if Oikawa wanted to sit with his friends, that shouldn't matter, and it doesn't matter. I just kind of wish that he had invited me to sit with him...
"Oi, what's wrong with you, Y/N?" Asako poked my cheek.
"Oh, it's nothing..." I pouted and ate my lunch.
"Are you upset since Oikawa didn't sit with you today or something?" Asako asked.
"I- I mean maybe..." I pulled my knees into my chest and tried to hide my face.
"Aw! You should have just gone over to sit with him today, I'm sure that he wouldn't mind. Plus, maybe you should try to make a move instead of just sitting and making Oikawa do all the work." Asako mentioned. "But wait, are you jealous or something?"
"Eh? No way am I jealous, who cares if he hangs out with his friends, I mean it's not my place to stop him from hanging out with his friends..." I trailed off a bit, before I began to think out loud. "I just kind of wanted to spend some time with him, I guess..."
"Well you should have just asked to sit with Oikawa!-" Asako was about to go on with a whole rant, but she was cut short by the bell.
"Well, I'll just talk to him tomorrow anyways, so what's the point. I mean technically we do have a tutoring session so I'll get a chance to talk with him tomorrow. I mean, I don't even know why I'm disappointed, I'll get to talk to Oikawa tomorrow so why am I even upset." I sighed as I walked to class.
I spent the rest of the school day lost in my own thoughts. I was conflicted. I wanted to spend time with Oikawa, but I also didn't? Emotions are confusing, that was the conclusion I managed to draw after spending half of my day thinking.
The next day at school I just decided that I wouldn't think. Of course, that plan didn't go very well since I couldn't exactly just turn off my brain when I had assignments to do.
During lunch Asako and I sat on the rooftop together, and we just talked about the random nonsense that we would usually talk about. Of course, none of it had any meaning, and it just always ended up in one of us (mostly Asako) ranting about something pointless.
"-okay so to put it simply Yuri on Ice is an amazing anime and Victor is hot so that's why you should watch it." Asako explained, she seemed way too invested in all of this but I wasn't about to put her down for her obsessions.
"You know I didn't understand most of what you just said but very cool." I responded.
Then, the bell rang, and Asako and I walked off to class. As per usual, classes were boring, and they lasted for what felt like forever. At the end of my final class of the day, I trudged off to the library and pulled out a chemistry textbook. I flipped through it until I heard Oikawa sit down next to me.
"Hi N/N-chan~" Oikawa happily greeted.
"Oh, hey Oikawa, you ready to get started?" I asked. Oikawa nodded in response.
I decided to continue explaining the concepts that I explained to Oikawa last time, and he, once more, didn't seem to be paying any attention to what I was saying. Oikawa's eyes seemed to be locked onto my face, and it made me feel slightly uneasy.
I was in the middle of talking when I heard Oikawa speak up. "Date me."
I glanced over to him. "What?"
"You heard me, I want you to date me."
Oikawa's nonchalant tone caught me off guard, and next thing I knew I was blushing furiously.
"I- uh- yes? I d-don't know- th-this is k-kind of out of no- no where, don't you think?" I stuttered. I wanted to date him, but we had only really been talking for about a week.
"Oh? I thought that I hinted pretty well that I wanted to ask you out earlier this week. It's alright if you don't want to date me, you can just say that." Oikawa said.
"N-no! That's- That's not it at all- I mean I do want to date you I g-guess that I was just- just caught off guard, that's- that's all." I stuttered. All of this was happening so fast that I just didn't know how to react.
"Aha! I have an idea." Oikawa had a smirk on his face. "How about you date me for 3 weeks, and if I don't manage to fully sweep you off of your feet by then, then we'll break up, but if I do manage to, then you should hopefully want to keep on dating me!"
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Fanfic"The way you've always admired me from afar... honestly it's adorable" Y/N L/N, a member of the Aoba Johsai science club. He's often referred to as one of the smartest students, and many teachers seem to like him. Y/N is rather good looking, and yet...