We got into our room and I went straight o the bathroom. I cleaned off all of my makeup, but my hair up in a pony tail, and changed into my Pajamas. I came out and Hayes was in bed on his phone. I ignored him and laid in bed, facing the other way. I heard him giggle a few times. He's probably texting Jasmine or Holly. I close my eyes and Hayes kisses me on my forehead. "Goodnight baby girl. I love you." He gazes at me until I reply. "You too." I put the blankets up to my neck. He finally lyes down, and I open my eyes and just stare out the window. I hear Hayes' phone lock, and I know he's gone to bed.
2:56 am
I still haven't slept yet. I've been thinking about everything. Hayes, my parents, this tour, basically just life.
I got up, and went into the washroom. I thought I'd take a shower, and just cool down.
About 15 minutes later I got out of the shower and changed while I was still in the bathroom. I got out and Hayes was sitting up in bed. "What are you doing up at this time?"
" I couldn't sleep. Wasn't feeling good so I thought I'd just take a shower." I put my towel in the laundry basket and went to lay back in bed. "Sarah, did something happen today at magcon?"
"No.. Why?" "You just seem upset." I mumbled 'no'. Hayes lied down facing my back, and holding me. So technically spooning I guess. "Please talk to me Sar". "It's nothing Hayes. I'm just homesick. I'll be fine." He sighed, probably still thinking something was wrong. He's not stupid..
We finally both fell asleep.
10:03 am
I woke up, and Hayes wasn't beside me.
I turned around and saw a note on the bed.Good morning beautiful. I knew you'd be tired, so I thought I'd let you sleep in. I brought up some McDonalds breakfast meal for you. It's in the kitchen. I just went out for a few hours with Johnson and a few other people. I'll be back by noon. Love you ❤️
-Hayes
I didn't get up. I wasn't in the mood for any McDonald's which was a first. I laid in bed for a while, until Hayes got back. Jack was still with him. "Hey Sarah"
"Hey Jack"
Hayes came in and didn't say anything until 5 minutes later. "Did you read my note?" He came and sat on the bed and drank out of his water bottle. "Yeah I did." "I see you didn't touch it." "I'm not hungry." I closed my eyes. "Where's Shawn?" I asked Hayes and Jack. "I think he's in his room, why?" Hayes said with a weird kind of tone. "I thought we'd hangout at the beach or something." Hayes didn't reply. I opened my eyes. "I can go get him if you want? I have to head back anyway." Jack said heading towards the door. "Yes please." Jack smiled and closed the door. "I guess we can't chill for a bit today?" Hayes seemed kind of angry but sort of jealous. "I promised Shawn we could hangout today. But maybe Jasmine and Holly want to hangout. Just text them, I'm sure they're free." Hayes glared at me. "Oh I get it. Your jealous. You don't want me around them cause you don't trust me. They're just fans Sar" I sat up. "Just fans?" He nodded. "Like their the kind of fans you've met before and had things with but then didn't see them often so basically had no choice except to move on until next time? Like those kind of fans?" I basically just poured my feelings about them all over him. "Sarah I can expl-" Shawn came through the door, and gave me a hug. "Hey you." He said to me, then looked at Hayes. "Hey bud" Hayes sort of smiled. "We can talk about this later or whenever you want." Hayes told me in a quieter tone. "Don't waist your breath." I got up, went to the washroom and changed into my bathing suit. I got out of the washroom, and Hayes was nowhere to be seen. "He left. He said he was going for a walk." I smiled at Shawn in a 'thank you' kind of way. I put on a muscle shirt and running shorts on, cause I thought we could go for a run. "Wanna go for a quick run then a swim?" "Yeah sure"
Shawn's POV
We left the hotel and started running. "It's so nice out." I said while trying to keep up with my breath. "Yes it is".We got to the beach, and Sarah just took everything off, except her bikini and just ran right into the water. I followed. We just floated around. "So how's everything with Hayes?"
"I think he caught on to why I've been upset."
"What did he say?"
"I didn't give him time to explain. I didn't wanna hear it."
"Is that what you's were talking about when I walked in?"
"Yeah. But it's fine. I would have told him I didn't wanna hear it anyway. I think we just need some time, you know?"
"Yeah, I understand. But hey, I'm here if you ever need anything. I promise. "
"I know, and I love you for that. Thank you."
Sarah's POV.
We dried up and left the beach to go get something to drink. As we were walking, I see Hayes and Jasmine together. And I see Holly and Jack. Hayes and Jasmine were hugging, and it was a long hug. Shawn was still walking, until he realized I wasn't beside him anymore. He turned around and walked back to me and tried to look around to see what I was looking at. He saw the exact same thing as me. " oh my gosh. Sarah I'm so sor-" "it's okay." I continued walking, whipping a tear from my face. Shawn walked up to me, grabbed my hand and spun be around and into a hug. It made me cry even more. I opened my eyes to see Hayes looking at me. He started walking towards me, but I just walked quickly away from him, and leaving Shawn behind.
I got into our room and started packing my things. Hayes walked into the room.
"Sarah what are you doing??"
"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm
Packing my things."
"Sarah it was just a hug. There's nothing special about hugs."
"Well I'll remember that next time when we hug. IF we hug." I made sure he focused on the 'if' part.
"No, I didn't mean it like that."
"Oh yeah? Then what did you mean Hayes. Tell me. You have 2 minutes. "
He took a breath.
"I love you. I love YOU, Sarah. Jasmine and Holly never meant a lot to me as much as you do. I liked them a while ago, and everything changed when I met you."
I paused for a few seconds.
"I think we should take a break Hayes."
"W-what?"
I nodded and continued getting my stuff.
"So your breaking up with me?"
I sighed, and had some tears drop out of my eyes. I didn't show Hayes my face so he couldn't see, but I think he heard me sniffling. He came and give me a hug from behind, which made me cry more. He turned me around and pulled me into a tight hug. I hugged him back. Not long after, I pulled away, whipped my tears and zippered my suitcases. "So your going home." I looked into his eyes. "Yeah."
"I won't see you for atleast 3-4 months."
"I'm going to be in another room for a week. My plane doesn't leave until Saturday. And besides. You will be fine. Trust me."
"No I won't. I can't even go 4 hours without seeing you. I worry about you, and I constantly think about you and miss you every time we are apart. " I looked down at the ground. He grabbed my face gently and kissed me. It was soft, and gentle, and as much as I wanted to keep going, I couldn't. I pulled away, and grabbed my suit cases and walked out the door, leaving Hayes all alone sitting on the bed. I closed the door behind me, and walked down the hallway, into another room. I put my suitcases down, laid on the bed, and slowly fell asleep.
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~Young Love~
FanfictionSarah meets a new boy at her school who is new to her town. They instantly become close. But they have their differences. Bad things and good things happen later on during their friendship. Will they become more than friends? Is it meant to be? Who...