~Young Love~

Chapter 8

Sarah's POV

I woke up at 6:00 am this morning. Too early for me.. But I've decided to get ready and just go for a walk before I go to school. I put on some jean shorts, a black tank top with a green monster hoodie. I put my hair in a pony tail, and put on black vans. I brush my teeth, and put on some makeup, and perfume.
I grab my bags and write a note so my parents know I left early. It read...
" mom, dad,
I left early just to go for a little walk to the beach, don't worry, I'll be at school before class starts. Love yous, - Sar. "
I set the note on the counter and grab an apple from the fridge, and head out.
It's 6:45, so I have about 1 hour and a half to get to school. I get to the beach and sit in a rock. The first thing that comes to my head is Hayes.
Why is he doing this to me?.. I know it's so soon, but I admit it, I do like him. It was, " like" at first sight. I got lost in his eyes, and his smile is perfect, and I felt safe in his arms, and I felt that he would never let me go when we held hands, and when we kissed, it was just, beautiful. Like sparks were flying.. But I can't make up his mind for him. He needs to pick either me and Katie eventually.. But he's wasting his time if he's thinking about that skank. I don't wanna see him getting hurt..
I walk along the shore, and see someone walking...
Tyler? He walks closer, and stops and talks to me. " hey Sarah" omg what does he want. We haven't talked since, I scared him off in like, the 6th grade.
" Hi Tyler." We start walking. " I know this is crazy, but I feel a connection between us, " he says. What. Is he seriously saying that? " oh really?" I say, playing a long, not knowing what this is and what's going on. " yup, want to find out for sure?" I'm confused, we haven't talked sin-. His lips. My lips. Colliding with each other.

Hayes POV
I start walking to school, and once I pass the beach, I see two people kissing, and it makes me think of Katie. And maybe Sarah too. Wait. Is that Sarah? And Tyler? No way.. Well, now I know how she feels..
I guess it's Katie. She won't hurt me, and at least she's honest about her feelings.
I get to school and I see Katie with her friends. " Katie can we talk, alone?" I say with a smile. " sure baby". We walk over to the side of the school. " go out with me, sometime before the end of the week." I say, not asking, but kinda demanding in a flirty way. " sure baby. Text me whenever you wanna, and I'll clear my plans for you any day," she says and gives me a kiss on the cheek and I smile. I see Sarah get to school and she's not far for me. So I thought I'd kiss Katie in front of her. So I did, and we made out for about 2 mins. Next thing I know, she wasn't there anymore. I guess I'd thought kissing Katie would make me feel better. I guess it did. Sort of.
Sarah's POV
I got to school and saw Hayes, with Katie. They were laughing and smiling, and I turn my head for literally 10 seconds, and they're shoving their tongues down each others throat. " come on babe, let's head in" Tyler says to me grabbing my hand. I know he doesn't really like me.. I can tell. He flirts with everyone. But maybe I can teach Hayes a lesson, and maybe make him jealous. Who am I kidding. He doesn't even have feelings for me..

It's lunch time, and I'm walking alone in the hallways. I'm now on second floor and Katie and her friends are there. " oh it's the little slut walking around like a little loner," one of the blondes say. " Emma that's because she is hahah" Vicki Says. The whole group laughs. Well I thought I'd give it a shot at just walking away . All I hear are their big mouths, and it probably wouldn't be so big if they would set a limit to the amount of dicks they suck..
I head outside and leave school. It's lunch break for about an hour and a half. I head out to a secret tree stand that me and my friends built. I check my phone and I see all of these pictures of me and Hayes on instagram. The comments are pretty bad. " she's ugly, she deserves to die, ew I'm gunna be sick, she's fat" and blah blah. But there were some nice comments " she's pretty, I ship, Hayes must be happy," and stuff like that, not that I care anymore. It's only the third day of school and theirs already so much through my mind. Hayes, Tyler, Katie, I haven't even started the project with Hayes, shit that happened at the party. I take an Advil cause of this major headache I have. I pull out a cigarette, and light it up. This isn't even the worst moment of my life, but yet again, I have bipolar and anxiety..
Lydia's POV
I'm walking with Brooke and Peyton and Elena, and Sarah is no where to be found, and class is going to start soon. We make our way to her locker and not far from it, we see Hayes making out with Katie and grabbing her ass. Ughk.. Sarah isn't at her locker. Class is in 10 mins. I decide to text her.
Me - Sarah! Where are you??
About 7 mins later
Sarahbear🙊- I'm skipping. Need time to take some crap off of my mind. I'll see you later. Don't worry. ❤️
Riiiiingggggg
We head to class.
Katie's POV
Hayes is so friggin hot. Can't wait to get in his pants.. " alright cyah later babe" he says kissing me. He tastes good.
He so likes me. Ugh and I hope he's not talking to Sarah. She's such a little bitch, she's so annoying. She thinks she can have everything. I'm gunna fuck her up some day.

Sarah's POV
I look down at my scars, and think of how far I've come. I've been raped, kidnapped, attempted suicide, overdosed because I've had these crazy voices. Everything was so hard when I lost my big sister in a car accident.. I've never really told anyone. Except for Brooke, and my parents of coarse. Other than them, I don't think I'll be able to tell anyone. And it kills me sometimes. I get judged and nobody knows my past. That's why I'm the bad type when it comes to alcohol and weed. Even though I'm not a virgin, I still care about my sex life, as if I was still a virgin. I want to have it with the right one. But now the right one can't be the first one, because of the stupid kidnapper who raped me.. If only Hayes knew and understood.. But who am I kidding. It's just gunna make people feel bad for me. Some people might not even care still.. I realized school just finished. I told Lydia I would go see them before I head home.
I get to school and see everyone outside. I see Hayes leaving with Katie. Oh well.
" Sarah are you okay? I was worried" Brooke says comforting me. " we all were Sar." Peyton says. " Sarah you smell like smoke." Elena says. " yeah, I had a cigarette, to take things off my mind.. " "do you wanna talk about it?" Lydia asks rubbing my back. " guys I'll be fine. It's no big deal. I'll catch up with you guys later" and as of that, I head home.
It's almost 4:00 and I'm making supper which is tacos. I finish cooking and chopping things at 4:30. I eat and head up to my room. My parents aren't home yet. Neither is Nathan, and they won't be till 7.
I finish my supper and I get a text from Hayes.
Hayes😁- hey. I saw you skipped both 2 classes. Are you okay?

I ignored it. I didn't really want to deal with him. I put on the movie grown ups 2, and suddenly, I end up falling asleep.