Diary Entry - 190 - 09/17/18
It's funny how this all started -- a note here, a smile and secret glance there. But now it's more than I ever could have asked for. And your touch... it sends all of my nerves in a frenzy. So how do I stick to my morals? How do I continue to hold myself to the rules I always have? I'm no different than before, but you make me become more aware to a different side of myself. It's all so new and exciting, but I fear I'll lose who I am. What if I slip? What if I let you in more than I'm ready for? I can't keep you away, I crave it all too much. I'm just as bad as you claim you are. So how do two people hold back their fears and wants from creeping to the surface in a heated moment such as this?
Your eyes... those lips... the smoothness in your voice... and the way your skin feels when it strokes against mine. Your fingertips on my arm... I can't break... I won't... but in all honesty... I want to. Because I want you... I crave you... So what does that make me? I'm disgusted with how easily I want to give in... save me... I'm falling apart...
-*Nikki*-
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