Made For Me

Chapter 22

Penelope's POV

I was home alone all day and finally Jamie was on his way home. I was on a call with her and he told me he was close.

But he seemed a little tense. The way he talked was like he was nervous and occupied.

Maybe he had a long day at work. I know being top dog can be stressful.

I started dinner, which was pesto pasta with chicken. It's my own recipe and I enjoy it a lot.

20 minutes Jamie came in and I ran up to him.

"Hi Jamie! How was work?" I asked, practically jumping in excitement.

"It was good umm... are you making dinner?" He asked.

"Yes, it's my pesto/chicken pasta! I know you're gonna love it!" I beamed, walking back to the kitchen.

"How's your head?"

"It's way better. It just hurt a little but I took the medicine you laid out for me."

"Good I'm glad you're feeling better."

"Thank you!"

He put his coat away and I almost forgot to tell him about all the Christmas stuff that came in. But maybe I should surprise him when he's sleeping.

"Baby I'm going to take a quick nap. Wake me when the food is done okay?"

Bingo!

"Okay babe have a good rest!"

While the pasta and chicken cooked I put up the large Christmas tree. I decorated it with purple and pink ornaments.

I finished the food and let it cool. I put up custom stockings with our names on them. I hung them up and went to wake up Jamie.

He was In our bed fast asleep.

"WAKEY WAKEY JAMIE!" I said, in a creepy voice making him jump then laugh.

"Why can't you just be normal!" He laughed.

"Because I'm not normal, I'm a pterodactyl."

We both laughed and I gave him a kiss.

"I have a surprise for you!"

"You do?"

"C'mon! It's downstairs."

I held his hand and led him downstairs to the Christmas tree. He looked at it and smiled.

"It's beautiful Penelope!"

"Thanks, I even got us custom stockings too!"

"You're perfect!" He said, putting his hands around my waist.

I could still tell something was wrong. He wasn't as happy as he normally was. It was like something was bothering him.

Ugh... maybe he was just worried that I could've gotten hurt by doing all this. He's just protective.

We went to the kitchen and I made our plates while Jamie poured us some water with ice.

We sat down and began to eat our food. It was utterly delicious.

"This is very good Penelope!"

"Thanks Jamie, not as good as your pancakes this morning." I joked.

"What happened today as work?" I asked.

"N-nothing just the usual." He said nervously.

"Are you sure anything else didn't happen because you seem a little off."

"I'm fine Penny! I don't want to talk about it."

"Please Jamie. I'm here to listen. Please don't shut me out."

"Enough Penelope."

"No why! Why do you shut me out? Why do you shut the world out?"

"Because I don't want to hurt you?"

"What? Jamie... What happened today?"

Tears filled his eyes as he looked down.

"Claire made me have sex with her."

"W-What?" I stumbled, tearing filling my eyes as well.

"I'm sorry Penny, I didn't want it I- she made me." He cried. I watched as his clear tears fell down his cheeks.

I could tell that he was being honest with me. He really didn't want it. I went towards him and wiped his tears.

"It's okay Jamie, I'm not mad. Tell me everything that happened." I said, holding his now red face in my hands.

I hated seeing him so vulnerable. I wanted to punch Claire right in her face. Anger rushed over me as he told me everything that Claire had done.

After he was done I kissed him on his forehead and told him to wait for me upstairs. I washed the dishes then went to our bedroom.

He was sitting on the bed and I saw that he had started a bath.

"I was wondering if we could take a bath tonight." He said, quietly.

"Of course Jamie."

He smiled and we both got in the bath. It was bubbly and smelled like a fresh vanilla cake with a little Rose scent as well.

I scrubbed his chest and neck. He jerked a bit when I touched his neck. He had dark scars where her hands had been.

Tears rushed down his face again. He must've been thinking about it again.

"It's okay baby I'm here." I comforted him.

"I hate myself. I just sat there as she was using me for her own satisfaction. She just did it like I wasn't even human. Like I had no emotion like I didn't have a voice."

"I'm so sorry that happened Jamie. I promise it will never happen to you again. I'm here with you and I will always love you."

I wiped his tears and kissed his cheek.

"Thank you Princess."

After our bath we got dressed in Christmas pajamas and went to bed. He held onto my waist with his head stuffed in my breast.

I rubbed his hair as we both quietly fell asleep.