The Arranged Marriage (Cameron Dallas fan-fic)

Chapter 47: I just can't.

A//N

Sorry guys I havent updated in two months. I'm brain dead. I'm also writing on a computer, my phone is always taken away. So sorry if the spacing looks weird..

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~Lauren's P.O.V.~

I woke up from my nap, I didn't realize that I fell asleep. Someone was holding my waist. I quickly turn around. It was Cameron sleeping, shirtless. 

Wait, when did he get here?

Suddenly the thoughts of Cameron with a new wife flooded my mind. Should I tell him? I was interuppted with Cameron mumbling something in his sleep. 

 "Lia" Cameron mumbled. I felt a pang of hurt in my heart. Why was he dreaming of her?

I snapped my head at Cam's direction. Should I wake him up? Yeah I should.

"Cam." I shook Cameron gently. He quickly got up after.

"Hey baby." Cameron said. He leaned in for a kiss on the cheek.  I couldn't help but feel to reject him. Instead, I let him place the kiss on my cheek. For once, I did not feel anything but hurt.

I quickly got up and went to the bathroom.

"I'll be right back." I mumbled under my breath. I headed to the bathroom to wash up. A few tears slipped down my face. When I finished, I walked towards the bed and sat down.

"Hey Cam?" I asked. 

"Yeah?" Cam said, looking up from his phone.

"Did you dream okay?" I asked.

Cameron quickly answered with a 'yes' and resumed on his phone.

Annoyed, I got up from the bed. He didnt want to start a conversation, so I'll just leave.

I threw on my shoes and headed for the door.

"Where are you going Lauren?" Cameron said. He looked at me and put his phone down. 

"Going for a walk." I replied. 

"Then I am coming with you love." Cameron said. He threw on a sweater and slipped on his nike shoes.

"Its okay Cam, you dont have to come." I said. I wanted him to change his mind. I just wanted to be myself. 

"No, it's dangerous out and there are things I wanted to talk to you about."Cameron said.

"By the way, I love your sweater." Cameron added. He winked and walked towards the door. 

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We were outside walking hand in hand around Downtown. It was a little chilly in LA. 

"It's beautiful out, just like you." Cameron said, breaking the awkward silence. 

"Very corny Cam." I laughed. 

"But I still managed to keep you." Cameron replied. 

I don't know about that Cam.

"Anyways, what did you think of the expelled meeting?" Cameron asked.

"Uh it was good." I carefully thought about what I said.

"What do you think of Lia?" Cameron cautiously asked.

"She's nice and cheery." I replied.

"Good because I have to-" Cameron stopped. There was an awkward silence in the air.

"You have to what?" I asked Cameron. Still silence until he cleared his throat.

"Do you know the bedroom scene that the director kept talking about?" Cameron asked.

I nodded.

"Well the bedroom scene is the ending scene, and the director wants me and Lia to..." Cameron didn't finish.

"Kiss?" I asked.

Cameron nodded. I looked down at my shoes for a while until Cameron breaks the silence. 

"I hope your'e not mad, because that's the least thing I want from you." Cameron whispered.

I thought for a moment on what I was going to say. I wasn't mad or upset, I was just a little shocked.

"No, I'm not upset." I replied.

"Good." Cameron smiled. He pulled me in for a kiss, yet again I didn't kiss him back or feel anything.

"Is this what you wanted to talk about?" I asked Cameron.

"Yeah, this was all.." Cameron replied. He brushed my hair back and smiled.

So he doesn't know about his arranged marriage? I thought that was what he was going to talk about. Should I bring it up?

I rejected to bring the topic up. Honestly, I am scared. I don't want to end this relationship.

I quickly bring myself to look at Cameron's eyes. They were the most beautiful set of eyes. I stared for at least a minute.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" Cameron asked.

Because who knows when I will get to see them once you leave for your other wife.

I pushed away the thought in my head.

"I just miss you." I replied. I hugged Cameron. He looked a little confused but brought himself to hug me back.

"Do you love me Cameron?" I asked.

"Very much, why?" He replied.

"I am just wondering." I replied. 

"I will always love you." Cameron replied, looking into my eyes.

"Again, you are being corny." I laughed.

We both continued to walk around downtown, but I still couldnt bring myself to ask. 

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A//N

Wassup guys. Hope you enjoyed that. Do you think Lauren will ask? Does Cameron know? Bye for now. Sorry for the late update. -Kate