inferior (s.s)

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in which some of Sadie's fans hate your relationship, and they make sure that you know

You were almost used to it by now: the death threats, the insults, the slurs. Ever since you and Sadie had gone public with your relationship nearly five months ago, your life had been filled with hateful comments and messages; there was never a day that went by where at least one of her fans reminded you of how much you didn't deserve to be in the redhead's life. 

At first, it hadn't bothered you; Sadie's fans would never really know the relationship that you had with the actress; they would never truly understand how much you cared for her or how deeply your love for the redhead ran--therefore, they couldn't have much of a say in how deserving you were to date the girl. 

However, after five months of non-stop hate, it began to invade your senses and twist your mind. Some days, you would just lay in bed, reading and reading the comments that some people would leave on your posts, or you would watch videos in which people accused you of manipulating and abusing Sadie. It didn't help that the redhead didn't realize the extent of the harassment that had been occurring: you didn't want her perspective of her fans to change just because you couldn't handle their words.  

And so you began to distance yourself from your girlfriend. It wasn't particularly difficult as she was away filming, and you two only got the chance to talk once or twice a day, if that. You would miss a call here and there, forget to respond to a message every once in a while; nothing too drastic, nothing that Sadie seemed to notice with her busy schedule. At least, that's what you believed.

Everything came to a standstill the day that you received an incoming call from Millie Bobby Brown, the redhead's closest confidante and best friend. As soon as you answered the phone, the brunette began to lecture you about how "girlfriends are supposed to be there for each other," and that you weren't being a very good support system for Sadie at the moment. You tried to act dumb, as though you weren't doing anything wrong--mainly because you didn't want to have to admit to the brit that you were receiving hate--but Millie stopped you before you could begin. 

The brunette informed you that Sadie believed you wanted to break up, that you were pulling away because she did something wrong. The redhead would show up at Millie's trailer at odd times during the night, tears staining her cheeks because she didn't understand what had happened between the two of you.  

"You better fix what you did, Y/N."

You gulped. You hadn't even realized that Sadie noticed you distancing yourself; you figured that her schedule was too filled to care about the calls you missed or the texts you didn't answer. 

"I--I will," you promised the brunette before she hung up. You sighed, placing your head in your hands. "Fuck, what have I done?" you muttered to yourself.

Before you really had time to process all of the information you had just received, you heard the clinking of keys and the opening of the front door; it could only have been one person.

Sadie stood in the doorway, her suitcase handle gripped between her fingers, a cold look in her eyes as she stared at your form. 

"Sadie," you breathed out. The redhead wasn't supposed to be home for another two weeks. 

"You're still here," she said, relief lacing her tone though she remained emotionless.

"Of course I am." You advanced towards her, but she backed up.

"Don't say 'of course,'" she spat, shutting the door behind her as she rested her suitcase against the wall. "You haven't answered any of my calls in four days, none of my texts in almost a week, and you say 'of course you're here?'" You didn't even realize how far you had taken it, too caught up in your own mind and the comments you had been receiving. You thought that you were only missing one call, maybe two--not that you had been ignoring her for as long as you had.

"Sades," you began, finally understanding how much you had affected the girl in the past few days. "I--I'm sorry."

"Do you want to break up?" she asked, ripping the bandaid off quickly. If you did, she wanted to know so that she could just take her suitcase, leave, and find a hotel to stay in. You shook your head quickly.

"No, no! That's not--" You knew that you had to explain yourself, so you allowed your posture to droop and sighed heavily. "I know I've been distant recently--"

"Yea, you could say that," Sadie scoffed, interrupting you.

"--And I'm sorry about that. I just--I didn't know what to do. I've never received hateful comments before, Sadie--comments that told me that I would be better off dead, better off removing myself from your life in the most permanent way possible."  The redhead's eyes softened, but she still didn't move. "And, I guess--I thought that you really do deserve better than me, that you would be better without me. So, I tried to--to back away, so that you might realize that, too," you shrugged, finishing your explanation as tears began to slip from your eyes.  

"Y/N," she whispered, finally moving from her spot. She wrapped you in her embrace, allowing you to cry into her shoulder. The redhead whispered soft words into your ears as she raked her fingers through your hair, trying to comfort you in the best ways she knew how to. "I had no idea."

"I know," you mumbled into her shoulder once you had composed yourself enough to speak. "I know. I didn't want to tell you. I didn't want you to be mad at your fans, I guess."

She gave you a sad smile. "As much as I love my fans, Y/N, you are my number one priority. I care the most about you and the way that you're feeling. I wish I could've done something earlier; I wish I could have been here for you."

"It's okay," you nodded. "You're here now. And that's enough."


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sadiesink_ hi, sadie here! i'm just dropping in to say that i will not tolerate any hatred towards my lovely and caring girlfriend, y/n. she is nothing but amazing to me, and she is a beautiful person both inside and out. those of you who do send death threats or harass y/n will be blocked and no longer considered a fan of mine. thank you for your time.


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