Kalani
2 hours earlier
I nod and thank her, making my way out. Only to see the one person who i wish burn in hell.
" THE FUCK ARE U DOING HERE?? " I shout.
" Baby please listen. I- " She starts. Not this shit.
Alura fucking rivers. The same bitch who I had the nerve to call my mother.
The one who caused me fucking heart ache.
The first person who I expected to go to hell and back for me.
The person who left me abandoned.
" baby? Nah don't call me that shit. You have no right, and I mean it, NO FUCKING RIGHT to come to the job I work at with your sorries and shit" She shakes her head and lets a few tears fall.
She's fucking crying? I chuckle and face her, " Now you want to cry? YOU WANT TO FUCKING CRY??! Shouldn't I be crying? Huh? Cause I should. What makes you think u could just pop up again out of the fucking blue and talk to me? Let alone look at me?! YOU SHOULD BE IN FUCKING JAIL ALURA! " I scream.
She takes a step closer and wipes her tears, looking down at her feet, " I'm better n-now lani. I've missed you. I know I haven't been there for you- "
I start to laugh and my eyes water. God could this day get any fucking worse? " You damn right you haven't been there. I cant believe I used to call you a mother. I really can't believe that shit. " I say tears driopping. I wipe them harshly and ball my fist. Fuck am I letting her see me cry for? She's a piece of shit.
She stopped caring for me at the age of 6. After dad left, she struggled with money and got on drugs and shit. So all the fucking anger or whatever was going up inside her head, she let all that on me.
She was fucking batshit crazy by the time I got out of middle school. She got worse.
" I wanna be there for you tesoro " My breathing picks up and I cry harder.
" Y-You don't get to call me that shit anymore. Stop. "
" You're the reason- the reason I couldn't let anyone love me in these past 6 years. Why I couldn't have kids. Why I couldn't love someone. You're the reason. You made me this way. You LET THOSE MEN- " I put my hand over my heart and squeeze me eyes shut, letting my sobs pour out.
She goes silent and the only think being heard is her cries. My fucking head is pounding and I'm just ready to go home.
With no fucking car. God please. I'm just ready to leave already.
" Before I go, I have a question. And I want the truth. "
She nods and raises her shaky hands dismissing me, "Ask anything, go ahead "
Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes and ask, " did you ever love me? " I ask nervously.
" w- y-yes- "
" The fucking truth. Don't lie. You've done that too much. Please make this better for me. Let me leave with some closure of the hell you put me through. Can you fucking do that alura? Can u? " She cries even harder and hesitantly nods after a while.
" did or did u not love me. And the full truth "
She shakes her head no and my heart drops to my ass and I look away.
" okay... okay. " I whisper. Turing around I walked.
And cried
And cried until I couldn't anymore.
So much for goodbyes.
~~
Silas
Loud knocking makes me, Rowan and kalen look at eachother with furrowed brows.
It's almost 11 o clock. Who in the hell would be knocking at this time.
" I'll get it " I say. They nod and go back to watching the movie.
Shuffling to the door I open it.
Oh
Holyyy shit.
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Romance"Kalani are you okay? Did you get rid of them?" He asks worriedly. I look at the mirror and it's pitch black. They're not following me anymore. I held back my tears and I nodded my head as if he can see me. "Y-yes I-i did" I mumble sniffling. "Tha...
