This Was A Mistake | Mattheo Riddle X Reader

chapter 3

a/n: uhh skip this chapter if the following triggers u

most of it consists of these warnings

the following chapter contains: drinking, drugs, sexual assault

Maya
I could barely focus on my surroundings, just that me and Draco were making out at the party and it felt like I had no control of anything.

I felt like nothing was real, I didn't know what was happening.

I tried to pull away from him, but I couldn't. It's like I was powerless.

He fingered me under my skirt and I let out a tired moan. One that I didn't want to let out.

I could barely move or keep my eyes open while I leaned on a wall in the back of the common room.

"Please- stop. Draco." My eyes barely opened as I tried to push him off of me.

I tried my best to open my eyes more widely because he wouldn't stop kissing all over my body and I kicked him where it hurt.

My eyes slowly started to close again as I was forgetting what happened.

I heard muffled yelling but I couldn't comprehend or even listen. It was like someone was punching me everywhere. I was too tired to do anything.

All my body parts were throbbing. How long did this last? What was happening?

The next morning, I woke up on the floor in the common room. It was a mess. My clothes remained on me.

I tried to sit up as my whole entire body ached. I looked at my inner thighs, covered in all kinds of bruises. red, purple, brown, even blue.

What happened last night? I sat there for a moment staring at the mess everyone made last night.

I tried so hard to remember but it was too painful to remember. All I remembered was feeling funny and Draco taking me here as we made out.

I immediately started walking to the dorm.

When I got to our dorm, I shut the door and started crying.

There's no way this was happening. I kept telling myself it was just a bad dream and that he wouldn't hurt me.

I don't even know what happened. It's just...bruises on my lower body. Why?

I didn't know what to do. The girls were sleeping and I just sat there, no emotion.

I felt...dirty.

After a bit, I decided to take a shower to clean myself up and hopefully be better by then. How could I even stay calm? What's wrong with me? Why am I like this?

I began to sob in the shower trying to gain more recollection but I just couldn't. Why are there bruises everywhere?

I needed to talk to someone. Who? Nobody is up. Do I just keep this to myself? Am I being dramatic?

After my shower, I got dressed and headed to Draco's dorm. I knocked on the door, no answer. I knocked a little harder and waited for a few minutes.