This Was A Mistake | Mattheo Riddle X Reader

chapter 16

the following chapter contains: blood, knife usage, smut⚠️

Maya
These next few weeks, I'd been stressing at studying hard for these o.w.l exams. I totally forgot everything I'd learned and I didn't know what to do.

I'm even considering asking Hermione Granger for some help through Pansy.

I laid down on the couch, beside the scorching green fire that crackled, still in my school robes, my hair was up into a long, messy ponytail, draping over the armchair of the long couch.

My quill on the other hand, was being chewed at the tip by my teeth as I looked for the answers to this question.

"Fucking ridiculous." I mumbled to myself as I closed my eyes for a few seconds then opened them and took a deep breathe, attempting to find the answer again.

"Literally going to kill myself if I don't find this answer." I mumbled to myself in frustration.

"You sure you're looking in the right place for your answer?" I heard him say from across the couch as he read a book in his hand. "Where the hell did you come from??" I sat up quickly.

"If you needed help, you could've just asked me." He said whilst he looked down at his book. "I don't want your help." I said annoyed.

I was already annoyed at the fact that I was struggling with my school work which I never have.

"These past few weeks have been absolute shit. When is it going to end?" I accidentally said out loud. "I didn't mean to say that out loud." I looked up at him again.

"What's bothering you?" He asked in a softened tone.

"Nothing. It's not a big deal anymore. I think?" I said. "Well now I want to know. Tell me." He closed his book and walked over to sit beside me. I moved my legs down to the floor and moved my stuff out of the way.

"I got a letter from my parents. They've been giving me shit about some stuff. That's all." I simply said.

"Isn't your family one of the most Royal Wizarding families in the Wizarding World, or am I hearing this all wrong?" He questioned me suspiciously.

"Yes, but my family's wealth has nothing to do with this. They aren't good parents and never were. End of story."

"They already sounded shitty." He said. "You're one to talk." I scoffed.

"You're right." He sighed loudly and took the parchment I was working on.

"See, you're looking in the wrong place." He pointed at the answer in the opened book on the table.

He helped me study for the right things on my o.w.l exam and it felt nice to study with him since he was also taking his o.w.l. We eventually went up to his dorm room and studied for the remaining time because some first years started to get loud in the common room.

"Thank you. For helping me. With everything." I smiled at him thankful for his help. He had plastered a straight face on, and I've never seen him smile.

"What will it take for you to smile just once, Riddle?"

"Smiling is just an expression. Not everybody needs to smile." He laid his back against his headboard, sighing at me.

"Okay..what will satisfy you then?" I got moved my back against his headboard beside him. He turned his head to me, making me turn my head away from the view in front of us, and looking at him.

"I want you to ride me." He looked me up and down. "Right here?" I said as he nodded with a smirk on his face. "Right now?" I laughed thinking he was joking.

I would though.

I looked down at his lips then pulled his green tie towards me, smashing his lips onto mine. I slowly made my way on top of him, my thighs surrounding his waist.

I began to move my lips down to his neck, planting kisses and hickeys everywhere. He grabbed my ass tightly under my skirt and I began to grind on him, feeling him get hard right under me.

He ripped off my underwear which took me quite by surprise, he did the same with my school button up, and unclasped my bra, throwing it on the floor. I took off his shirt trailed my hand down to his pants and I unzipped his trouser pants pulling them down.

I stroked my hand along his clothed dick making him groan loudly rocking his head back.

I was now in nothing but my skirt and he was in nothing but his boxers which were about to be removed.

I pulled down his boxers and I looked down and sat myself up a bit as I aligned myself to fall down on his large, hard dick.

After a few seconds of stroking it up and down with my hand, I slowly sat myself down on him, I moaned out loud. I wasn't even moving and it was already so much.

"I closed my eyes at the feeling I was getting, "Start riding." He pulled my chin down to face him.

I started to ride on him as we kissed and pulled away. I rode him faster each time he made a sound. "Just like that Amaya." He whimpered rocking his head back again.

"You're so big Mattheo." I moaned grabbing his bare shoulders, I dug my nails into them, feeling the crimson liquid about to slip out because of how hard my nails were in his skin.

"You're so good." He said as I ran my fingers through his hair, kissing him, riding him, everything that pleased him and myself. He had his hands moving all over my hips and waist under my skirt.

I spelled out my name, letter by letter, our moans filling the room.

I felt us both about to come and took it out of me and stayed on top of him as I continued to kiss his soft pink lips. I wanted more of him.

"Are you satisfied?" I pulled away and asked.

He reached for something in his bottom pocket and pulled out a pocket knife, "not yet." He smirked.

"You're not afraid of a little blood are you?" He smirked as he trailed the blade along my lips and down to my breast.

"I'm not afraid of blood.."

"It won't hurt unless you want it to. Don't move." He mumbled steadying the blade just below my left breast.

He began to dig the blade into my skin making me grip onto his shoulders again, my fingernails digging through his skin.

He dug the blade in my skin deep enough to scar permanently.

He took the blade away from my stomach and hotly licked the blood from the blade off onto his tongue.

I looked down and saw that he cut a cute little heart. "You taste so good." he said as he finished licking the blood off the blade and switched it then put it back into his pocket.

"Why a little heart?"

"Because I just fixed your broken one." He whispered kissing me softly.

That made me feel some type of way. As if we weren't enemy's anymore, we were something else.

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Mattheo
I couldn't stop thinking about Amaya and I. I wanted more of her.

I laid in my bed, thinking about how she was. She was just amazing. She honestly wasn't that bad.

What am I even saying? It's impossible for me to like someone. She was just good in bed. That's all.

I still had to kill her and her family. I didn't really want to just because it wasn't my problem. Maybe killing would bring me peace from her.

I still had to get the dark mark next year, I wasn't super excited for it but I did want to know how it felt to finally be apart of something. A part of me was excited, the other wasn't. I couldn't figure out why I wasn't excited. I should be. I've waited my whole life for this.

No—I should be excited. I've waited so long. I know it'll make me different. It's supposed to make me feel different. Stronger. Better.

sorry this chapter was so short