Lucissa one-shots

Broken wings

1999, Narcissa Malfoy's pov

Since the war was over everything was different. Lucius wasn't the proud husband he always was, he was broken. And Draco, he was not only traumatised but also more bratty and derailed than ever. I didn't want to be stern with him, and Lucius didn't do anything anymore. That's why he didn't listen anymore and did everything he wanted. I was also in a depression, but I couldn't show my emotion. Not because I was a Malfoy, it would have mattered before, but because I had to take care of Draco and Lucius. Everything was difficult and I even saw the picture of me and Lucius on our wedding day was ruined.

The night was deep, the bright moon is completely out. Night falls, the blue and blue sky is dotted with countless small stars, and the air is filled with sweltering moisture, like a fog. The faint light of the lightbulbs in the distance made the night even more silent. I heard a humming sound from time to time in my ear. I felt like it was a crisp and sweet song, and it was the charm of the night. It was 2 o'clock, and I was sitting on the couch in the living room. Draco was still not at home. It was not the first time he was this late, but I couldn't ignore the sting in my stomach. If something bad happened to my boy, I would kill myself. The tears welled up in my eyes. I folded my legs under my chest and hugged it. I couldn't sleep without Draco at home, without knowing if he was in safety. I was such a bad mother. They were right, I was not made for having a child. The tears started to run fast now.

Apparently, I fell asleep, because I woke up to a lot of noise. I looked around me, it was too dark. So, it had to be still night. My first intuition was Death Eaters and grabbed immediately my wand. Forgot that I don't have one. Then I saw a figure, it was a young man. I knew immediately it was from Dtaco, although I can't see it yet. He fell, and I ran towards him and held him, so he could stand. " I don't need your help. Don't touch me. '' he pushed my hand away. He was drunk, definitely drunk. ''Draco, baby...'' And everything came out, he puked all the booze and food out. My hand went to his back and rubbed it. We stayed like that for a while. When he finally stopped, I called immediately a house-elf, to clean the mess. He then realised that I still was rubbing his back, and pushed me away. ''I said, I don't need your help. Go the fuck away from me!'' ''Draco, don't talk like that to me. Did you forget that I am your mother? Why do you act like this to me?'' He turned so our eyes could meet and said: "Because this all is your fault. Your and fathers! If you two weren't that narcissistic and discrimination supremacist, this all never happened. I would never do all these terrible things. Only because you two are killers, I'm not!" He shouted and dashed away.

I was still shocked by his words. It was morning now, and Lucius was still sleeping next to me, with his back turned to me. The whole night I couldn't sleep, not that I could sleep since he returned. I stood up and walked to the window. Opened the curtains and looked outside. There was no soul outside, no birds, no peacocks, no flowers. It looked like this garden wasn't lived for years. Like we never had a little boy, growing up in the garden, playing and living. Like Lucius and me never made out in the grass. I didn't know I held my breath in until I sighed. I turned around and saw that Lucius was awake. ''Good morning.'' ''Good morning.'' his voice was soft. I walked toward him, wanting a kiss, but he didn't give me that chance. Walked away with his clothes. Since when did we dress in the bathroom?

At the breakfast, I was happy to see Draco. I never knew when he was around. The silence was like a knife, slitting through the air. "And what are you going to do today?" I looked at them both. "What do you want me to do? I can't show my face anywhere! Because of you two." The last one he hissed. I looked at Lucius for help, but he just stared at his hands. "That's enough!" I couldn't handle it anymore. "No, and even now he doesn't do anything," and looked at Lucius, "this is all because of you, and I have to live with this for the rest of my life, every time whenever I see my arm. I hate you two, for ruining my life." The last one he said crying. When he stood up his chair fell. After him, Lucius also followed and went away. And yet again I was alone.

I am so so sorry that I didn't post so long! To be fair, I didn't have any inspo about what to write, but I love to write so I want to write further. If someone has suggestions about a chapter, please let me know! Ofc I will credit you. New chapters very soon!