Slow poison

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- Slow Poison-

To: the voices, stay shut...

These voices in my head

Are walking me to death,

Not letting me sleep,

Not letting me breath,

Not letting me see,

What I am (for myself).


"Am I what they say?

An ugly face? 

A fatty body?

Noise for voice?

Just a waste of air?"


They are blocking my melody

By screaming my names

Adding more to the hate

That I hold for myself.

They are not letting me hear

What music I am (for myself).


"Am I what they say?

Not worth their time?

Holding on to?

To even cry for?

Or of their words too?"


These voices in my head

Are walking me to death.

I am beginning slow poisoned

Since the day of my birth.

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