all the poems i ever wrote..

Sinner of redemption

-Sinner of redemption -

To: a mother...

"Thief of happiness

Here I come!

To execute you

For your sins."

" Mother of life

I welcome you

With open arms 

And a simple, fond smile."

"Stop with the act,

I won't forgive a sinner.

Bow down to me

For slaying

My children."

" Dear goddess of birth and life,

Ma'am, it my duty to serve–

To forgive no sinner.

No weep, no screams

Can't earn me a choice."

" A murder, a thief you are!

You steal my children

Every second,

Hour."

"Dear sister, 

You have known me for all.

I stay unbiased

And bring justice to all.

Every second,

Hour."

"..."

" I understand your tears sister.

I understand your anger.

But can a sinner of redemption

Like yours truly,

Judge the sins of your own?

Mil' lady, only I can see

What your motherhood clouds!

Apologies for the tears I've caused."

"But why not let them live

With the burden of their sins,

Allowing them clear their sleet

Slowing as they breathe!"

"A mother forgets to count the chances

But I am obliged to do so.

A chance overlooked is a chance lost.

Apologies my dearly,

I can't redirect my ways to yours."

"For the love of mine, 

Shorten the bars of penalty.

I can't bear their screams and tears

Rather present the parts of theirs to me

Brother, that may be my remedy."

"Dear mother of all

You have overlooked the sinister in them,

Again.

A part from all of theirs

Will cost you your everything."

"I'll take them on 

One by one...

Maybe I'll sustain them

Just a little longer...

Than them."

"Dear come closer...

Stay in my arms a little longer.

Mother can be forgiving

She is stronger than all

But I can't let them bite off of you,

Can't let them leave you as a vacuum

Again."

"But brother bring justice to my tears 

After all, it is the duty of yours to serve!

It is the request of mine brother,

Hear out my tears... this time!

Hear out my tears..."

"Alas, little swésōr

My hug was the justice 

I have served you today.

Every piece torn by each

I try to hold them together,

Their sole ray.

The heart of a mother is too soft.

Too strong is your love for your meat.

I hold you longer,

Forever too.

But swésōr, my dear

Stop overlooking the sins 

Of your younger ones

Even after it's due.

It will leave you with nothing

But the scars of their sins

Again."

"I'm a mother, dear brōpar

It's my duty to overlook

Bearing all the scars...

My duties, my soul

Asks me to smile 

With drips of red

My lips, my dress, 

As my makeover it will last

Even after being drained

My smile won't stay in the past."

"Accept my warm arms my sister

That's all I can do

That's all I have for you.

Cauterize your fresh ones

Temporarily, before you take on 

The same trail

Again."

"I'll be back brother,

With the same request,

With the same anguish,

With the torn apart pieces Of mother...

I'll be back

Again."

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