-I Fell In Love With Her-
To: the one I want to be a guardian of...
Yes, she cries
To sleep every night.
Yes, she cries
Journaling her fears.
Yes, she cries
Surfing the decade-old albums.
Yes, she cries.
I want to tell her it's legal
To show things she keeps hidden.
I want to tell her about her scars
Which made me fall in love
With her at the very first sight,
In that park.
As she sat on the worn-out bench,
Laid her back to the oak tree.
As she hid away
From the bustling of the city,
Sketching all those dreams
On herself and some sheets.
Yes, she tries
To wake up with a smile.
Yes, she tries
To fill pages with happiness.
Yes, she tries
To find the courage to burn her past.
Yes, she tries.
I want to tell her it's legal
To show things she keeps hidden.
I want to tell her it's all right
For her to put herself first,
She doesn't have to be the martyr,
For her to not give in
To those who are greedy for her skin,
For her to scream at those
Who tortured her dreams to death
Before they dared to take their first breath.
I want to tell her the truth
Behind my affection,
That I fell in love with her
Shivering hands, salt inked face.
That I fell in love with her
Voiceful heart, brave brain.
That I fell in love with her
Loud laughter, baggy clothes.
Not those gowns or mask
She wore for the audience.
That I fell in love with her
Poetic spectrum of a gaze,
Of the ways,
She would take the darkness
Directs it to the light.
Of the ways,
She would mould herself
Throughout those rough fights.
I wish I could tell her
How much I fell in love with her flaws.
But now it's too late for me to say
Anything at all.
As a person in armor
I can't dare to leave the boarder
Of her surviving kingdom.
Her picture in my locket is enough
For this lifetime.
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Spiritualit's just a chronological collection of my works. probably will stay in ongoing status. ... p.s- I would appreciate it if you don't re-post any of my work under any other name but mine. thank you. -------------------- 17.01.2022 ~ #1 in #ballad.