Seven Deadly Sins

Chapter Eleven

Envy took his time bathing Mikayla in his expansive shower. The various shower heads offered the best relief to her muscles. They did a lot of walking and exploring in hell that she felt was finally catching up with her. 

"What are you thinking about?" Mikayla asked now that they were bathed, moisturized and underneath the covers in his designer room. Mikayla opted to follow Envy and sleep in the nude and like her other beaus she knew she was in for some pain and pleasure when the time arrived.

"Do you want to know why I said yes to changing my life if I could?" Mikayla nodded her head against him before looking up into his brown eyes. "I hate myself, Mikayla. I hate so many things about who I am as a person and sin, because I am constantly reminded that I wasn't good enough."

She looked at him confusedly and sat up as he sighed. "I'm sure Wrath told you about his lack of demonic form or the fact that he was hand chosen by our father to be made in his demonic image. Did he tell you that it could have easily been me? We are identical twins for fuck's sake, but he saw something in Wrath that was so clearly not in me and I hate them both for it."

Mikayla watched as Envy's eyes began to glow a dull green. "I want to be able to say I love my brothers wholeheartedly, but sometimes I can't. I am Envy and quite literally the most covetous person in the universe." Mikayla could see that Envy was getting worked up.

"They each got dealt a power that was tolerable, while I'm stuck coveting everything including what is already mine. It is my direct purpose to drive people to disregard helping others and instead supersede them in every avenue. You fucked him. You fucked Wrath first and I am reminded once more that I'm not nor will I ever be good enough!"

The way his eyes glowed frightened Mikayla. "Enzo, I didn't sleep with Wrath because he was better than you or any of the other guys. I slept with him, because it felt right in my heart. I love you, but I don't know how we can move forward in a healthy, loving way with all of these negative lies bouncing around in your head."

Mikayla sighed as she cupped his cheek. "I may not be able to read your thoughts, but even I know that they're loud and wrong." She watched as the green began to recede. Back were his beautiful brown eyes, but they looked so sad and dejected. "I'm sorry." He whispered wiping his hands over his face. "Stop it. You were just opening up to me and I appreciate it."

His eyes remained close as he took in breaths. "I think we should wait until I mark you and we mate. I heard what you said about it feeling right in your heart with my brother and I don't feel that right now." Mikayla couldn't help but feel hurt despite knowing it was the right decision.

When they made love, she wanted him to know that he was the only man she was thinking about. She wanted him to feel desired and envious only of his future self that would get to have her again and again.

"I respect that, Enzo. I know that you feel envious of your brothers, but if it's okay with you I want you to just be envious of your dick." He opened his eyes and looked at her confusedly until her hand wrapped around his member and began stroking. 

In moments, he went for sad, dejected and limp to moaning, groaning and hard as a diamond. "Let me taste you, Enzo. Please." He nodded his head frantically and groaned when he felt her warm mouth around him.

"Yes, love, just like that." Envy moaned out loud as his head tilted back.

She was right. He was envious of his dick that got to feel her lips against it. Mikayla tried to take him in as deep as she could, which wasn't much but she gave herself an A for effort.

Her hands made up the difference and together they brought Envy to the cliffs of ecstasy. It was only when she cupped his balls and deep throated him as far as she could, did he shoot ropes of his come down her throat. She felt so accomplished and Envy couldn't help but chuckle at the fact that his brother could quite literally feed from the pride she felt.