Time passed by quickly and before you knew it, it was time for Sarah's one month check up. Sarah did really well during the whole appointment. Afterwards you and Bucky decide to grab some lunch and eat at the park near your apartment.
"This was nice, I'm glad you suggested this." You say.
"Me too, feels good to be outside now that it's getting warmer." He says as he takes a bite of his sandwich with one hand and rocks the baby carrier with the other.
"I can already imagine the fun times we'll have here at this park." You say as you take a sip of your sprite. "You know I was making about maybe moving to one of those town homes down the street from us. That way Sarah can have her own room and also they'll be more room for all the baby stuff."
"That might be nice. I know it's not the most ideal place for two adults and a baby." Bucky says running his finger through his hair.
"I'll talk to the realtor tomorrow. I looked briefly online and there's a 4 bedroom two bathroom place for a really reasonable price. With all the money Tony left me I won't even have to get a mortgage." You say as you eat your last chicken strip. "It was more or less of a early wedding present in case he didn't survive the battle"
"Wow I didn't know about that Doll," he bites his lip, "why don't I watch Sarah while you go look at the place tomorrow?"
"Really?" You raise your eyebrows
"Yeah really," he smiles and continues to rock the baby carrier.
"To be honest Buck. Another reason is it's just hard living in a place me and Steve picked out and him not being here."
"I figured Doll, i didn't think it was just the space seeing as we didn't really have much problem with space. Unless you're referring to us occasionally stepping on baby toys." Bucky smiles weakly and takes your hand, "I don't blame you for wanting to move. And I'll continue to help with bills and stuff too."
"Thanks buck, you don't have to just being there for me and Sarah is enough" you pull your hand away and tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. "We should get back. I want to feed Sarah before she goes down for her nap," you say gathering your trash.
"Sounds good Doll," he says as you take his trash and throw it away. You walk to the car with Bucky carrying the baby carrier. You drive down the street and once inside your apartment you head into your bedroom to feed Sarah before laying her down for her nap.
BUCKY'S POV
Y/N went to her room to feed Sarah. I went to my room and tuned on then white noise machine so they y/n wouldn't hear me. I pulled out my cell phone and called Sam.
"Hey Buck what's going on" Sam says on the other end of the phone.
"Sam, I think I'm falling in love with y/n again." I said collapsing on the bed.
"Buck are you serious?" Sam asked
"Yeah, I messed up. It should be me married to her. It should be our daughter the she gave birth too. I f*cked up Sam. I know she could never love me again."
"You don't know that Buck, for now just be there for her like you are now." He says before he hangs up.
"Right," I said under under my breath, "maybe I still have a chance."
YOU ARE READING
Loosing game
RomanceY/N faked her death to save the ones she loves. No problem right? The only person who knew her plan was Tony and well he died. To make matters worse she got pregnant with Steve's baby and he went back to be with Peggy. Now what is she going to do? A...
