BUCKYS POV
I gently rubbed y/ns bare back and she laid on my chest eyes closed with a slight smile on her face. Man it felt good to hold her close like this again. We had moved upstairs to my room so we uh wouldn't wake Sarah with our, well, adult activities. "Y/N," I whispered.
"Hmmm," she said sleepily not opening her eyes.
"I'm going to go make some lunch and feed Sarah, you want to come too?" I asked.
"Yeah," she said as she rolled off of me.
I smiled and gave her a quick kiss. I pulled on my clothes before helping y/n get dressed.
"Hey so uh, I was thinking I'd go see Steve grave today," she said as she followed me downstairs, "you know it's uh been a year today since he died and I haven't been yet."
"Sure, do you want us to come with you? Or me to come? I'm sure Sam would love to watch Sarah you know how much fun then have together."
"Yeah that'd be good, maybe I could have some time alone in the beginning tho, just a few minutes." She said as we walked into Sarah's room.
"Anything for you doll." I said
NORMAL POV
About two hours after you had lunch you were headed to the cemetery. Sam came to stay with Sarah. Although it was almost her nap time so there's not too much for him to do. Once Bucky pulled into the parking lot he showed you on the map where Steve grave was and then got back in the car.
You easily found Steve's grave and sat down beside the gravestone. "Hey Steve, so uh you probably know this but in case you don't, you have a daughter, Sarah. She's about nine months old. She looks a lot like you. I'm sorry I couldn't visit sooner but it's just too hard. I really do miss you. Buckys been taking good care of me. I think I might be in love with him again. Maybe not. I do have a confession. We had sex today. I know it seems soon but it was kinda a spur of the moment thing you know? He's so good to Sarah." You said as you wiped a few tears away. "Remember that song I was working on that I was gonna sing for Bucky before we broke up? Well I thought I'd practice it if you don't mind listening."
You grabbed your guitar and began to sing James Arthur's "say you won't let go"
"I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far, my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most
I'm gonna love you 'til
My lungs give out
I promise 'til death we part like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows
That it's just you and me 'til we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go"
You sniffed and wiped a tear away when you had finished. "Do you think he'll like it?"
"I love it Doll." A voice behind you said.
"BUCKY!" you smile and set your guitar down and ran and jumped into his arms.
"I'm sorry, I should have stayed in the car but you were gone longer than you said I was worried. And then I heard you singing and you know how I love to hear you sing so then I stayed." He said hugging you tightly.
"No no no. It's ok. Really." you smiled. "I'm glad you like it."
"I loved it." He said carrying you a nearby bench and siting with you in his lap. "So uh, what now?"
"I was about to ask the same thing," you said laying you head on his chest. "I'm willing to give us another shot if you are."
"I'd like that." He said kissing the top of your head. "I would say that maybe we should take things slow but uh well we've already kissed multiple times, slept together, showered together, and had sex so..."
"Yeah, about the sex I uh for a moment was worried you'd leave me right after. I feel bad for thinking that." You frowned.
"I don't plan on ever leaving you again doll, only if you want me too. Plus the sex is too good anyway," he teased.
"Well, thank you im glad I could be of service sergeant." You laughed as you kissed him. "Do you wanna see baby Tony's grave?"
"I'd love to Doll," Bucky responded as he placed a gentle kiss on your nose. You stand up and take his hand in yours and walk up a hill to a grave under a tree. The grave read "Anthony Steven Barnes."
"Doll, you have him my last name?" Bucky says tearing up.
"Of course, we practically were engaged. I kinda always knew we'd find out way back to each other one way or another." You smile as on rest your head on him still holding his hand. "I'll never forget that day when I woke up and was told my baby died in side me and had to be surgically removed."
"I know doll, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'll never forgive myself," he said with a shaky voice.
"It's in the past Bucky. We both messed up but what matters now is that we have each other again." You smile at him. "I love you Bucky," you turn to face him, "I never stopped. But I told myself that I needed to move on. And I convinced myself that I had."
"I never stopped loving you either doll, it took a lot of self control not to just kiss you right on the mouth when I found you sleeping on the couch," Bucky smiled weakly.
"Thanks for everything Bucky," you say as you turn to kiss his lips.
"I love you too Doll," Bucky said as he kissed you back sliding his tongue gently into your mouth. "Now let's go home and see our daughter."
YOU ARE READING
Loosing game
RomanceY/N faked her death to save the ones she loves. No problem right? The only person who knew her plan was Tony and well he died. To make matters worse she got pregnant with Steve's baby and he went back to be with Peggy. Now what is she going to do? A...
