babies maknae line ff ✔

jungkook (1/2)

U crumbled yet another page throwing it into the bin under your desk sighing out in frustration. For days on end you've been trying to get that one chapter of your book done, but, nothing u wrote felt right.

You were always very passionate about writing and now being an author yourself. You take alot of pride in your work. But right now it was frustrating you to the max that u couldn't seem to come up with an interesting enough chapter.

Usually when people can't figure out where to go they'll just abandon the whole story line. But that wasn't u, you're a very persistent person. So tho it was taking alot from u, you still continued trying.

It was currently 12:30 a.m. everywhere was dark. Hardly any people where out this hour. Tho u weren't out u were awake and working. "I'll just try one last time if I can't get anything then I don't know what I'll do. Gosh I'm so damn tired".

And so it all started again. Then one try turned into two which turned into three and so the cycle went on. When u finally came back to reality from your deep concentration on writing you looked at the time and cursed.

"Fuck, it's already 3:30". You layed back in your seat and closed your eyes they were red with tiredness. You would dump the entire story line but it's a special one that you wanna release for the new year.

You already made an announcement on your social media and website about it all your fellow readers were waiting for it u couldn't just stop like that. But you also couldn't handle the stress and then neglecting the most important person in the world to u for so long.

Now your emotions were getting the best of u. You sat there and let your tears fall. At this point you didn't know if u should even go look for your husband, jungkook, in the house. "Would he wanna see me, is he mad at me, will we have a fight about this, how am I gonna face him after this long. For months I've left him in the dark".

AUTHOR POV

Those were the only things playing over and over in your mind. To the average person this whole situation might not seem like something to cry and panic about. But jungkook was the only person y/n had.

She grew up as an orphan and when she was sent out to live alone at 15 after not being adopted she met jungkook in school and they feel in love. Time to meet jungkooks parents, they hated you. Jungkook grew up in a rich household so u being a middle class person they didn't want their son with someone not of their standard.

It broke your heart but if it was for his betterment you were ready to walk out but jungkook took things into his own hands packed his things and left with u. You told him not to do that he couldn't just leave his parents but he told u. "If they can't accept who makes me happy they might as well not accept me, I always wanted a simple life and nor to be treated like so high class kid and you gave me that life".

"So leaving you is the last thing I'm gonna do babe". From that day jungkook lived with you, having a simple happy life. He became everything for you, you ended up proposing to him and he without hesitation said yes and you both got married.

Things where great but years later you're now a big author and you're always busy, but still you always managed your time correctly. But this year it was so hustling and frustrating. Time management was the least of what was on your mind and now you were regretting it alot.

For months trying to finish this book you left jungkook alone all day.

Y/N'S POV

"How am I gonna face him. I promised I'd never neglect him like this and that we'd always be at each other's sides and share our problems so it doesn't become too much. But look at what I did". You hung your head low leaning down proping you elbows on your knees and holding your head that was now pounding with a headache.

Then in the midst of everything going on with u the door opened and someone quickly walked towards you.