babies maknae line ff ✔

jungkook (part 7)

"Please stay with me...noona". His eyes became glossy yet again thinking about if she'd reject his request he wouldn't be able to live in peace. Looking at her brother y/n didn't want to let him down so easily but she couldn't make him cry again in the condition he was in. She removed jungkooks hands and wordlessly walked out leaving him to silently deal with the tears that ran down his already red cheeks.

Jungkook sat back feeling defeated as he continuously wiped his tears to make them stop but they never did.

Soon he gave up on waiting in hopes of y/n actually returning to him, turning to his side he reached to take off his lights using the second lightswitch beside his bed but stopped when he heard the door. He got annoyed thinking it was a maid coming to check him as he was about to turn and shout at them to leave he quickly shut up seeing y/n.

Her clothes had changed and he hair was tied up in a ponytail. Jungkooks eyes lit up as he saw her. She walked to the bed and raised the corner of the covers getting under. Turning she took the lights off and now the room was tinted a sort of blue as the moon light came in from the big window not too far from jungkooks bed.

Jungkook looked at his sister in awe not believing that she actually came back to stay with him. "N-noona...you'll stay with me"? Y/N looked at him with not much of an expression and nodded. Tho his heart stung getting not much of a lovely answer he was still happy to have his sister's presence. Y/N sat with her back resting on the cushioned headboard as y/n scooted more under the covers moving closer to y/n snuggling into her the way he used to when he was younger.

Out of instinct y/n wrapped her arms protectively around her little brothers form. It'd been so long since she'd held him in any way she didn't know what she should do but she guessed she was something right as Jungkook visibly relaxed into her arms. Y/N examined his features in the moon light as she was still wide awake. The same face which one showed nothing but cold eyes towards her was minutes ago shedding non stop tears for her and the same smile which never appeared around her in years was now present on jungkooks lips as he snuggled and slept in y/n's arms.

Jungkooks entire body and soul was tearing with regret, he was so self absorbed after their parents death with how he felt and how his life would go forward that he completely blocked out his own older sister who did nothing but love him to bits and tried to protect him and guide him as best as she could. But what did he do in return of all that...curse her and break her heart more times than any man she could ever date would.

He hated himself for letting things get to the point of y/n having to do to him what he did to her in order for him to see his wrongs. He knew the way he suffered in that month was something he would never forget but he yet still couldn't and wouldn't want to imagine the way y/n must've felt in all those years he was horrible towards her. He didn't want to think of all the tears she must've cried because of him but he knew that was the reality, he did the worst there was for him to do regarding his sister and he had to face it now.

His guilt only increased when y/n wordlessly took him into her embrace. The sense of safety he felt, he recognized it, this was what he died for when he was younger. Cuddles from his sister, the best sister he could ever ask for in his opinion. But again, one thing led to another and forgot all the good his sister brought to his life. He was lost not knowing what he could do to make it up to her if it was even possible. It would be a big task, not only did he have to make it up to her but also his friends.

Because of the ill treatment he gave to his sister he lost his friends, even they tried to show him time and time again how great of a sister she is but he never listened and in the end got in the big ditch of ignorance from his sister which he had no right to complain about.

Meanwhile y/n was just drained, the day took so much out of her, so much happened in one day and not only then but also the entire month. Behaving in such a way to her brother who was her entire life's purpose took too much out of her. No matter how much chan tried to consol her it never stopped her from feeling like a horrible sister tho she knew jungkook deserved it. After all, the day jungkook was born she did promise to their parents to never leave his side, but in the end, she had to. For a fraction of the time.

Never the less she hoped for this rough path to end soon she couldn't bare it much longer, jungkooks condition was killing her tho she wouldn't dream to show it after this night but there was only one thing left to do now....hope for him to set things straight in some way and make y/n stop everything.