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jungkooks (part 5)

"Mr.Jeon please eat, you're not well". "I SAID NO". He shouted as he huddled back ever further. "But why not sir and please don't shout". "I won't eat unless my sister feeds me..." he mumbled but the maid still heard. "Alright". She put down the plate and went to y/n's office again. She knocked and went in. "Ma'am please can u come"? "Why"? "He's awake but he refuses to eat, I asked him why and he said he won't eat until u feed him". Y/N frowned.

Was that some sick joke? Since when does THE Jeon Jungkook, want his sister to feed him let alone be within ten feet of him. "Are u sure that's what he said"? "Yes ma'am, positive, so please come". "Okay, u may leave". As the door closed y/n sighed. "What is this, why does he suddenly want me"? Going outside she went to his room. As she opened the door and got in she saw him sitting with his head hung low.

She frowned when she heard little sobs. She closed the door then asked him. "Why are u crying jungkook"? He jumped at her voice. It was still cold. He couldn't get used to it, where was his soft sister? He didn't know how to begin to speak, his mind was conflicted. "I'm asking u something, speak". He looked down again trying to collect himself.

"W-why are y-you being like t-this"? He finally mustered the courage to ask. Y/N chuckled bitterly as her head hung befire looking back up to speak. "Maybe because all I do is get on your nerves, nag u and waste your time. You have your life to live and I have mine, don't mind that I'm stupid I have a whole ass company working at the tip of my fingers. So rather than nagging u and trying to talk to u which u obviously don't like I can spend my time working and taking the burden off of my boyfriends hands which neither of us ever knew he had".

Jungkooks lips quivered, he remembered the words he spoke in class to jimin and Tae.

"Isn't that how u see it Jeon? I'm annoying and I can't do any of my work as a CEO cause I'm stupid, so i have my boyfriend do it all and take the credit? Isn't that what u said"? Jungkook looked at her in shock, how did she know? Y/N laughed and shook her head. "What did I do so wrong to have my own little brother talk down on me in such a way, hm? If Tae hadn't recorded u that day I probably would've still been standing here looking like a damn fool trying my best to care for u since our parents aren't here anymore".

"But what do I get? Hatred. So fine, if u were so grown and u don't want me nagging u anymore I let u have your way. Do all your school work on your own, take whatever the maids make for u to eat, I won't cook for u anymore, if u fall asleep on the couch what's the sense in me waking up in the middle of the night to check on u and make sure you're alright and to cover u. I could be getting my well needed rest. Why bother picking u up from school during the week, u obviously wouldn't want to see your annoying sister after a hard day right? This is how u wanted it? This is what u like, then fine, live your life, why are u asking me to cook for u now, why do I need to feed u? Don't mind your a little sick, that hasn't stopped your ability to use your hands".

Jungkook sobbed harder and harder as he continued to listen to y/n. He saw where he messed up, all y/n was doing was making ends meet because he was still young and their parents aren't there anymore.

"You're not the only one who lost your parents at that time jungkook.....I lost my parents too, I was 18 still in school, didn't know a thing about work but guess what. I had a younger brother, you were the only person in my mind at that point in time, thank God I had such good grades so it was easy for me to take courses and take dad's position as CEO to continue to raise u without having to worry about money. For years I cried day and night feeling so defeated because it's so hard to be young and have to take up so many responsibilities at once but you know what....I did it...why? Because I had a little brother who needed to grow well. You weren't the only one broken over our parents death, I was too, just because I never let u see when I struggled doesn't mean I didn't".

"But alas, u wanted things differently, so from that day on I let u have things your way, did jimin and Tae also stop talking to u? Wanna know why? Because they don't have any of what u have, they don't have an older sister who would give her life for them in the blink of an eyes, they don't have a sister that's willing to put her life aside for them at any point in time. Each time u talked down on me they told me, they cried with me over your words saying how horrible they felt for me because my little brother didn't appreciate me and they would do anything to have a sister like me".

Jungkook couldn't take it anymore. Everything she said came to him with memories of his own dumb actions and it was eating him alive. Getting up from bed on his weak legs  he went to y/n and kneeled infront of her bawling his eyes out. "Noona I'm sorry I really sorry, I know this won't change anything and you'll still be hurt but I realized my mistakes, I regret it alot. Please take care of me again, I can't live without u, I was the stupid one, I don't deserve any other this but please, I need u, I don't have anyone else after u".

He continuously begged and sobbed at y/n's feet as her tears left her eyes aswel as she looked at him.