babies maknae line ff ✔

jungkook (part 6)

Her tears fell as she spoke with a now broken voice unlike the strong one she had before. "What am I to do again Jungkook"? "P-please take c-care of me again...." he continuously sobbed same as y/n both of them were caught in a spiral of their emotions. "U don't have to forgive me...I'll understand...but please, please, please just take care of me again. I can't do this anymore".

His pleads to his sister never stopped. Both of them were exhausted. "How am I to know my efforts won't go in vain again jungkook"? She asked him. He looked up at her with his puffy tear filled eyes. "I promise I realized my mistakes...I'll be sure to appreciate everything u do for me as I should have before. But I was stupid...I only cared about myself after our parents died and never saw your efforts to make up for them not being here".

"I really had to outcast u for u to realize what you were doing jungkook? Did u never once recall our childhood, the little things like me offering u a hug before u go into an exam, u used to cry for that when we were younger. That was your "Goodluck charm" and suddenly I couldn't even talk to u anymore and then only for me to have to find out u were not only back biting about me to your friends but u cheated your entire exam? Since when did u become like this"?

Jungkook hugged y/n's legs as he listened to her and cried. "I-i lost motivation...I didn't even realize when I started doing so many wrong things....I can't even say I was influenced because I knew what I was doing in those moments". He hid his face in shame, he remembered how y/n used to praise him for topping his class and it was all honest, now all the tests he took were all cheated.

Suddenly jungkook stood up straight infront of y/n matching her height. Holding both of her hands in his he looked her deep in her eyes. "Noona...hit me, curse me, push me, slap me, do whatever u want to I'll take my punishment but p-please....after this...please look after me. I can't do this alone anymore".

His breathing was starting to become unstable by each passing second. Noticing how he struggled to catch a breath y/n held his shoulders. "Jungkook...calm down...I'm not gonna punish u, I can't hit u, calm yourself and we'll talk". Jungkook leaned forward putting his head on y/n's shoulder still breathing heavily out of rhythm. Y/N wrapped him in her arms and brought his to the bed.

Making him sit she stooped infront of him and took the water from his nightstand. "Jungkook, here, drink thus and breath with me, you need to call down". Seeing that he wasn't responding to her y/n held jungkooks chin making him tilt his head up she placed the bottle at his lips and as the water made it to his lips he started to drink.

Once done y/n made him look at her. "Jungkook...listen to me, breath with me, in and out, u can do it. Looking at y/n through his hazed eyes jungkook followed her lead and within some time she managed to calm him down. She could see the exhasion and hunger was getting to him. That too having the medication the doctor previously injected into him running in his body without food he'll be unstable.

Making Jungkook sit back on the bed y/n went to where his food was placed and took the plate. Sitting on the bed decided jungkook she spoke. "Come, u wanted me to feed u right. Look, I will, so come on and eat, u need to build back up your system". As y/n fed Jungkook the food she made him she could see him go from uneasy to relaxed, she was all he ever needed and stupidly he pushed her away for so many years and now having her leave made him realize just how dumb he was and he fully admitted it.

Once he was done eating y/n made him drink the rest of his water and covered his upper body with the blanket as the made took the dirty dish and empty bottle then left. Getting up y/n went to jungkooks closet getting a hoodie for him she made him wear it then checked the time. "7:30 pm". She mumbled.

Looking up she saw Jungkook already looking at her like a lost puppy. "Relax like this til it's 8, by then your food should digest u cab go to sleep, u need to rest". She spoke strictly but softly. "I'm going now". As she stood up to leave she was yanked back down. "What are u doing now jungkook"? She asked him who'd held her down from leaving.