Taylor's Pov
" Let's seek away from those loser, just you and me yeah?" I whisper to Rebeca's ear which makes her shiver. I love the way how she reacts to me it drives me insane yet keeps me so sane. I really don't know how to explain it, but do know that I love it.
She nods and I take her hand running to my new car because she took my other but oh well. Rebeca laughs a bit while trying to catch up with me. She just like an angel, beautiful as angel, precious like an angel, she is my angel. I can't help to think can I be worthy to love this angel? Am I even capable for loving her? Or anyone in general? I really don't know but I will do anything to love her and for her to see the something more in me and love me like I love her... Wait what the fuck did I just say?
"Taylor where the fuck is your car? Because I'm not going to be running all day looking for your car." Rebeca says in a sassy tone. Oh gosh I love her so much. What the fuck no I don't, I don't love girls they love me. I don't fall for girls they fall for me. Girls don't give me heart thorbs I give girls heart thorbs. Most importantly girls don't break my heart I break theirs.
"She is not going to hurt you idiot, unless you hurt her then she'll get revenge. Our little angel will turn into a devil. SO DON'T FUCKING HURT HER YOU ASSHOLE! " My subconscious rudely says I really think he hates me.
" Oh yeah I was in my own little world, my bad it is right this way." I let go of her hand and gulp, great now I'm nervous and she is going to read me like a book shit.
I look at her from the corner of my eye and read her expression, a confused emotion washed over her face while she looked at me then at my hand. She titled her head slightly letting lose strands fall a bit away from her face. Damn she is so damn beautiful and so perfect I'm so fucking lucky to love her.
"Taylor, are you okay?" She asked concerned coming close to me and wrapping her arms tightly around my torso. You are not making this any easier Rebeca.
"I'm okay babygirl." I say smiling turning towards her and kissing the top of her head and grabbing her body pulling her close to me.
"You love her." My subconscious almost gave a whisper. That's the moment when I realized I am in love with Rebeca Ortiz..
"C'mon as much I love your hugs I rather go explore New York with you pretty boy." She says laughing and now she's dragging me.
We walked a bit more passing many different types of stores and houses until we finally reach my other love. My beautiful shiny silver lamborghini damn she's my second babe, you guys probably already know my first babe. Yeah the perfect girl I'm in love with, wow hearing myself saying that is foreign to me in matter of fact everything about how Rebeca makes me feel is completely foreign to me. My whole world is foreign to me now it's crazy.
"That's your car?" Rebeca mouth drops as she walks around my second baby.
"Yup she's a beauty isn't she?" I say proudly opening the door for my first babe.
"A beauty? She's drop dead gorgeous." She runs her short fingers along the hood on the car.
"Now you know how I see you." I say opening the passenger door for her. As she's about to get in she plants her soft lips on mine. Her lips taste like strawberries mixed with vanilla it's heaven.
I smile to myself while walking over to the driver's seat. I turn on the bae and her engine purrs, wow that's sounds so wrong.
"Listen how she purrs oh my, when you sleep I'm taking her out for a drive." Rebeca smirks as her eyes dance looking every where in the car.
"Not until she approves of you. Wait.. yeah?.. Oh okay, yeah she approves you to take her for a spin." I say laughing a bit while driving out of the parking lot.
"That is so nice of her, she and I are going to get along just great I can sense our friendship growing." I watch her let of soft laugh from the corner of my eye.
I place my hand on her knee and she places her small hands on mine. I grab one of her hands are bring them up to my face and kiss it softly. I see her blush and smile, she's so adorable.
"Where should we go?" I softly ask as I kissed her hand one again then lightly place it on my thigh.
"Just drive so it can be just you and me." She says looking at my hand then reaching it to hold it.
"I'm sorry I ran away from you, I was scared of my dad and I was mad at you and being me I ran away from my problems once again because I'm such a coward and I always run-" I shut her up by cutting in the middle of her rant.
"It's okay, your are okay, I'm okay, everything is okay. Let's not worry right now about anything. Just you and me right?" I add
She simply nods her head in agreement, we stay in silence for about 5 minutes or so until she kept moving in the seat. She wants to ask me something I can already see how she is battling with herself if she should ask the question or not.
"C'mon just ask the question babe." I let a faint chuckle
"Okay, just promise me you won't get mad, did you love Hollie?" Rebeca looks nervous asking the question.
Just her name brings so many memories of her lies that I believed, it's like someone stabbed me everywhere when Rebeca brought her up. My blood is boiling and my hands are clenching the steering wheel, but I'll play it cool.
"Hollie?" I ask like I didn't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck but it hurts and bad.
"Hollie, Hollie Evans." She says her painful name once again. My patience is now long gone, I'm not mad at Rebeca no I'm still mad at Hollie for leaving me like this. I'm mad at myself for still being hurt.
"Can you stop fucking saying her damn name?" I growl, fuck now Rebeca is going to think I'm mad at her shit.
"I'm sorry I asked." Rebeca yanks her hand off of my mine.
"Babe I'm sorry it's just that name still hurts please understand." I try to grab her hand once again she moves it once again.
Can't you just keep mouth shut Taylor?
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