No Good ≫ t.c

Chapter 22

Rebeca's Pov

I barely know Nash actually but I can trust him right? Maybe I shouldn't throw my trust around like that-

"Her-her name was Hollie.." Nash croaky voice says

What? I never asked for a girls name, Am I talking a lot? Or saying random things? Who's this Hollie chick?

"She's the girl who introduce me to Taylor." I quickly get interested, while I move in my seat so I can see Nash's face perfectly. He lets out a sigh and continues

"She was wow, she had black piercing eyes and a perfect british accent and rocking dirty blonde short hair, she was a perfect girl" Nash's was still in awe with this girl while I'm shifting in my seat, feeling a small pang of jealousy.

Nash must have notice my frowning, uncomfortable face expression. He takes my hand in his and rubs it softly.

"But no one is more perfect than you beautiful." Nash smiles at me making me feel better

"She was my best friend since we were little and I liked her a lot, she was the kind of edgy girl. Never stop proving people wrong and was really outgoing once you got to know her. Me and her were like complete opposite but clicked so well ,so one time Hollie decided to pull a prank on me with a boyfriend the one and only Taylor Caniff." Nash grips my hand a bit more but my jealousy was too strong for it to hurt. He pauses before continue, this Hollie chick must of hurt him.

"She called late at night, saying her and Taylor broke up, and realized that she wanted me this whole time. Well being the naïve teen age boy I was 4 years ago I quickly went to save her from her fake broken heart. I went to her house to comfort her but there was no one there, no parents, no siblings, and no cold hearted Hollie. I went right in the cold dark living room, yeah nothing sketchy about that. There came out Taylor with 2 other guys I didn't know and Hollie holding on to Taylor's hand. This was before Taylor got tattoos and piercings, he was sort-of like me getting good grades and listened to everyone and care so much about Hollie, he loved her so much. He did anything for her, gave her his heart. Oh right back to the story, she turned Taylor into something I can't explain, when I saw him at school having Hollie in his arms his eyes were full of love and pureness but that night I was looking at his eyes all I saw was hate and just a bit of sorrow but more hate. He told me to stay away from Hollie then he beat me till I was coughing blood. You might think what was Hollie doing at that time she was smoking. I look at her eyes begging for her to make him stop but she looked away and no sign of regret." Nash says and stops I look at his beautiful facial features, he's clenching his jaw and looking anywhere but my eyes. He's still hurt about this, it's funny that someone so perfect and beautiful that always smiles and makes you laugh can be so hurt and broken. The beauty of one fake smile..

I don't realize I'm crying till I taste my salty tears on my lips. My breath is shaky and I'm gripping on to Nash's hand so tight that the tips of my finger are turning white. I don't know why I'm crying but I feel my heart breaking for Nash, he didn't nor does deserve this much pain. It's Hollie and Taylor who deserve it, but Taylor doesn't either actually yes he does deserve karma but he was under the spell that Hollie did to him. Nash said he was good but Hollie changed him. My train of thoughts was stopped by Nash pulling over in the freeway and letting go of my hand, he puts both hands on the steering wheel and buries his head on top of his hands. I hear soft cries, I rub my hands on his back and look at his tears fall on his lap.

He sit up straight pulling his seat back and pulling me on top of him to sit on his lap.He buries his face in my neck and cries again holding me tight to him. I caress his soft hair and kiss the top of his head like he does to me. I feel his extremely fast heartbeat on my chest and he salty tears running down my shoulder.

"Please Rebeca save me.. I can't save myself please save me." I hear him mumble into my neck, but I still need saving myself actually. I will try for him, he will help me and I'll help him.

He looks up at me with his bloodshot red eyes and fresh tears taking over his stain ones. I never saw a guy cry and be so broken I thought those were only in fan fictions story, okay okay back to Nash, Rebeca back to him.

"I'm an idiot crying over something that happen years ago. I'm a weak guy" Nash wipes his tears and looks out the window. I frown and grab his jaw so he looks me in the eyes

"I heard that people who cry aren't weak, it's because they've been strong for too long... You don't have to be strong no more around me, cry cause Nash you're hurt and I guess crying heals it sometimes or just makes you feel better." I whisper looking deeply into his eyes seeing a bit of hope.

"But I can't-" I cut Nash off by pressing my lips on to his. They are still warm and sweet like I remembered. 'But nothing like Taylor's' My subconscious adds. Really mind? Now?

Nash's hands travel down my waist and pull me closer if it's even possible, I get a small tingly feeling in my stomach. 'But not the butterflies/fireworks Taylor gives you.' My annoying mind replies, okay first you don't want me to be with him now you do? Ugh I'm confusing, well my mind is.

Nash pulls away planting a kiss on my nose and rest his forehead on mine. He closes his eyes and whispers,

"Thank you for making me forget all my problems in the matter of seconds."

'Well your welcome but Taylor is the one who make me forget my problems.' My snappy subconscious adds once again. Oh my gosh, I can't right now with my mind.

"Your welcome, thank you for making me happy." I say truthfully, he does make me happy that's why I like him. 'As a friend honey, you know that Taylor makes you happier than him and always will...'

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