No Good ≫ t.c

Chapter 50

Rebeca's Pov

"Rebeca! What the actual fuck you just leave and you didn't tell me!" Hazel yells as she passes Eric to run up to hug me.

"You scared me I thought something happen to you!" She says into my shoulder as she squeezes me clearly missing me.

"You should've at least said goodbye." A voice I know too well echoes through out the room. I feel my blood drain, I freeze in my spot looking at him as if I see the devil. 

"Don't fucking take one fucking step closer." Eric growls at Taylor extending his arm to prevent him to move any closer to me.

"Can I just talk to her? I really need to talk to her." Taylor says calmly to Eric but he looks directly at me. I look away and all the memories come back to me.

"You have nothing else you say to her! You are lucky I'm not beating your ass right now you punk ass. You are an excuse of a man that's what you are, Rebeca followed you anywhere you went she trusted you and you didn't care why would you thin-" I cut Eric off and we stay in silence all of us.

"C'mon." I simply say to Taylor as I walk upstairs to my room.

I hear footsteps walking right behind me, I feel my blood running cold with every step my heart beings to race as we reach my room. Why you do you ask   I'm acting like Taylor is going to kill me? Because he is going to if I'm still with him.

"You have 2 minutes to stay whatever you want to say." I mumble lowly looking anywhere but his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't be a normal boyfriend, I'm sorry for hurting you again. When I said those things I was drunk and hurt, hurt because I thought you were leaving me. These 2 months felt as if I was walking through hell with no end. Usually when I'm walking through hell I see a beautiful angel waiting for me and lighting the dark path, but she wasn't there. I need you. I need your help finding my way out of hell. Please come back. I promise I won't hurt you. I'll be good."Taylor says coming closer to me with every word.

"Don't promise things you can't keep Taylor." My voice gets louder as I feel my heart filling up with hurt and anger.

"I swear to you. I will not hurt you please Rebeca." Taylor knees down in front of me taking my cold hands in his warm ones. I yank my hands away from him and place them on my lap.

"Heard that one before." I say looking at him.

"I'm telling you how sorry I am and you are just brushing me off." Taylor stands up and starts raising his voice.

"I'm brushing you off like you did to me! I was there waiting for you to come back telling me you've made a mistake that you love me too much to just leave me there! I was waiting on you to tell me you needed me and you can't live without me!" I start yelling, I taste salty tears racing down my cheeks.

"Well I'm here right now to tell you aren't I?" Taylor yells back.

"You should've told me right when you came back that day! You should've told me before you gave my fucking heart back! You should've told me before you accused me of cheating Taylor cause unlike you I don't cheat on people I love. " I tell him everything I've been holding in. Everything that I stayed awake thinking about.

"I'm tired Taylor, I'm tired of waiting for you to love me like I do. I'm tired of loving you endlessly and getting nothing in return. You're killing me slowly." I whisper to him as I caress his cheek with my thumb.

I look into Taylor's glossy eyes and I stand on my tippy toes to kiss his forehead. He bends his head down and rest his head on my shoulder.

"I love you more than you can ever know." Taylor softly mumbles into my shoulder as I run my fingers through his soft hair, he sighs and places a kiss on my shoulder.

"Just let me love you goodbye." Taylor picks his head up and looks at me. (A.N YES I BROUGHT 1D INTO THIS AND NOW IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK)

Taylor kisses me with so much hunger and regret that's when I know he is saying goodbye.

I kiss him slowly just wanting to cherish his lips and this moment. Taylor lightly pushes me on my bed and he climbs on me kissing my neck saying 'I love you' in every kiss. He throws off his clothes and rips off my clothes, when I'm completely naked he looks at me with so much lust yet so much sadness.

"I will miss having this to call mine." He whispers and lowers his head to kiss my lips softly.

"But I will miss your lips the most." He says as our foreheads rest on each other.

Taylor slides himself into me and I quickly bring his head down to kiss me so my pleasure will not be heard. I dig my nails on his back leaving read marks all over his back.

" I love you so much I don't think I will ever stop." He says into the kiss and I smile as I hear those words.

"I know I won't stop loving you." I whisper kissing him again.

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We both are out of breath and sweaty, Taylor has me wrapped in his arms as we share our last moments in silence.

"Taylor we should get going we have to pick up panda at 6!" Hazel yells from downstairs. I look up at Taylor but he is already looking down at me.

"You should probably get going." I whisper trying not to cry.

"Yeah I should." He says un wrapping his arms from me.

As he is getting ready I stay quite watching his every move. Wishing for time to be slower so I can watch him longer. But that's not the case he is already done changing.

"Taylor." I whisper.

"Yes?"

"I love you. I wish you such a happy life." I say crying.

"I love you more. I hope you are happy Rebeca and know that I'll never forget you and never stop loving you." He says kissing my forehead and hugging me.

"Goodbye baby." He whispers and walks out the door.

"Goodbye Taylor." I say into the empty room.

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That is sadly the end :((( thank you guys so much for everything. <3

IM JK ITS NOT OVER YET!!!! ;)

~skittlesmeniddles