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Rebeca's Pov
"Nash do you want some pancakes?" I yell from downstairs in our apartment. It's a cold cloudy Saturday in New York and I'm just in his t-shirt not Nash's no in Taylor's. I wear his t-shirt every night just to calm me down, to take the fact that he's not close to me out of my head. I miss him so much it hurts.
I want to hold him, kiss him, hug him, touch him, play with his hair, look in those eyes that drive me crazy. I'm going crazy without him and being so far away from him makes it worse. I guess knowing I was close him kept me sane now that I'm so far away I'm insane. I need him.
I thought going away will help me no it's hurting me. I can't do this I really can't. I just want to pull out my hair because I miss that asshole so much. I was so in my thought I didn't realize Nash was in the kitchen with his plate ready.
"Goodmorning beautiful." Nash's raspy voice says, oh how I deeply wish Taylor was the one who says that to me every morning here in New York. Well I'm the idiot for leaving.
"Morning." I mumble and lay a pancake on his plate. While looking at my feet thinking about Taylor, I won't try to stop myself from falling cause it's exhausting. It's exhausting because the wall I've built will just go right back down even by the thought of him.
"Is something wrong?" Nash's says concerned, yes in matter of fact there is something wrong I want Taylor here instead of you cause being with him is the happiest I felt in my life, he makes me feel normal..
"Nothing I just don't feel good." I lie straight through my teeth.
"I'm going to go for a walk I'll be back later." I say walking fast to my room and changing to my warm thick jacket with thick leggings and my winter boots paired off with a beanie.
I brush my teeth and I'm quickly out that door. I dig my hand deeper in my pockets and really see how beautiful this street of New York is, I haven't really been sight seeing because Nash was promised me he was but he never did. I walk to where every my feet take me and see how the snow sticks to the tree giving it almost a photo finish look. I look around our street and see kids in the snow laughing and running around while their parents smile at them with warm coffee in their hands, ooh coffee sounds really good right now.
I walk a little further down the street and see there's a cute little coffee shop, this place reminds me of tumblr I don't know why actually haha. The place is really beautiful really cozy and nice, I order one large black coffee to- go even though this place is nice I still want to walk around.
"One large black coffee for Rebeca." The guy with blonde hair and blue eyes gave me my coffee.
"Thank you um Jack." I say he looks really familiar like I've seen him before.
"Are you Taylor's girl?" Jack ask, okay how does he know me and Taylor?
"Umm no and how do you know me and Taylor?" Then it clicked the picture Taylor sent Jack was in the picture of friends ohh but still how does he know me?
"Oh your Taylor's friend sorry I'm slow." I chuckle and take a sip of the amazing coffee.
"It's alright and Taylor doesn't shut up about you, at all. I mean really he's always like, Rebeca, Rebeca, Rebeca. Like non-stop." Jack laughs and my heart warms.
"Well it's nice knowing you, I gotta get back to work or they'll fire me if they don't. Keep Taylor out of trouble and have a good day." Jack says getting back to work really quick.
I say a quick goodbye and walk out of the coffee shop and see there is a park across the street. I walk to the park and look up at the sky and trees wow New York is really breath taking. I wish Taylor could see this with me.
" I miss you Taylor." I mumble to myself thinking no one is listening.
"Well to have you know he misses you too." A familiar voice says, Taylor.
I turn around and put my coffee on the ground and run to him. Oh those arms and that cologne. He picks me up and spins me around I missed him so much. He puts me down, I look into those eyes and see those lips and I can't hold back I kiss him.
My arms found there way to his neck and his arms found my waist which made our kiss deeper and more passionate. Damn I missed him. He pulls away and I whine at the lost of contact.
"I guess the guys were right I am whipped." Taylor mumbled while pressing his head against mine, I smile at him and kiss him once more. His lips are so soft and taste like a mint candy ugh.
I pull away and look at him and peck his lips and hug him. I hear him mumble into my ear softly. " I've been a wreak without you near."
I almost have a urge to cry of joy that's he's here and that he felt the same way I felt. I nod my head and say a quick "Same here."
Taylor picks me up and spins me around once more and I just laugh.
"That beautiful laugh I've been dying to hear." Taylor puts me back down and kisses my cheek.
"Aww what a beautiful way to third wheel." A guy I don't know says with some badass hair may I add.
"Oh shut up Kian, I always use to third wheel until she saw your small ass dick." Taylor says with a smirk while Kian sits on the bench across from us, I hold in my laugh cause that would be oh so rude.
"HAHAHA you are so hilarious taylor I forgot how to laugh." Kian says very sassy I'm already like this guy.
"Oh how rude, I'm Kian Lawley aka this idiots bestie 5ever." Kian pulls me into a hug I smile and hug back aww he's too sweet and sassy I like him.
"I'm Rebeca, nice too meet you." I say still in the hug.
"Okay enough hugging she's mine." Taylor pulls me back into his arms.
"I never want to let you go." I mumble
"Then stop running away from me." Taylor adds.
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