Taylor yells at the small girl in front of his dark eyes. She didn't do anything wrong, she simply said quietly for Taylor to relax but instead Taylor did the opposite and now is screaming his head off.
"DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO! YOU ARE MY DOLL YOU HAVE NO SAY IN ANYTHING! DOLLS ARE QUIET AND LET THEIR OWNERS DO ANYTHING THEY WANT SO YOU BETTER ACT LIKE DOLL BEFORE I SHOW YOU SOMEONE WORSE THAN ME!" He yells at the tiny girl while she shakes in her skin. Tears are rolling down her pink cheeks while Taylor screams and screams.
"YOU ARE NOTHING! NOTHING DO YOU HEAR ME?! YOU ARE HERE FOR MY NEEDS AND ONLY MY NEEDS!" This new side of Taylor screams at the girl even himself is frighten of this new person in him. He has to use all the strength in him to keep himself from laying a hand on her.
"GET OUT NOW!" He yells one last time afraid if she's there any longer he will do something he will regret forever.
He watches how the girl rushes out of there with such a fear of him. Taylor sighs when the door closes feeling so confused. He runs his hands through his hair, tugging the roots clearly frustrated.
"What the fuck is wrong with me?" Taylor asks slowly to himself almost as if he was scared to hear the reply.
"Nothing is wrong, now everything is right." A creepy low voice inside his head speaks, the voice alone sends chills down his spine.
Suddenly he feels all of this madness coming over him, he can't help but feel so powerful. Taylor starts throwing things all across the room not stopping until every little piece is broken like his heart.
"I love you."
"I love you."
"I love you."
"I love you."
Rebeca's sweet heavenly voice creeps into his mind, he stops immediately replying her voice that he deeply was in love with.
Hearing those three words from her gave Taylor a bit of sanity. He slightly feels like he can breath once more.
"Why can't you come home?" Taylor whispers to himself but the words were directed to Rebeca.
Even though Taylor wanted her back he knew she couldn't come back and wasn't. Both of them are scared and hurt but they weren't blind of their pain, they knew that's mostly the reason they aren't together.
Deep thoughts surround Taylor, he sits on the bed staring at the floor quietly. All of the thoughts have Taylor overwhelm but one thought is so clear to him, he knew that it had to be done.
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"REBECA!" Nash's voice is heard through the whole house as he is trying to find Rebeca from her hiding spot.
Small giggles leave Rebeca's lips when she see his shadow from the closet. Rebeca has been doing better everyday with the help of a blue eyed boy. He makes her forget and very happy yes but the feelings inside her heart can not be ignored. The feeling of being so in love that it causes pain and hurt but, who said love was easy?
Rebeca pushes the thoughts aside and tries to remain happy from playing hide and sneak. The thoughts are way too strong for her to simply push away, her smile slowly fades into a straight line.
"Why is it so hard to stay happy for once?" Rebeca thinks silently to herself.
She sighs a bit too loud which causing Nash to smirk and finding out where she is hiding. When Nash yanks the door open he sees a girl very deep in thought with watery eyes.
Rebeca looks up to him with a very tiredly look, tired of everything, tired of always having to be strong, yet being so weak, always hurting, never keeping a steady person in her life, tired of all of it.
"C'mere babygirl." Nash says opening his arms wide.
She slowly crawls into his arms knowing that once she is in her arms he has pulled her from her thoughts.
"Why can't I be in love with someone like you?" Rebeca thinks one last thought before Nash takes her mind off everything by telling her he has a surprise for her.
He leads her to his car not saying one word. Rebeca can't contain her curious butt put. Once they drive out of the city they arrive to a dark hill which has Rebeca a bit scared and suspicious. She quickly takes Nash's hand gripping it as if her life depended on it. He slightly chuckles gladly holding it right back.
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Rebeca sees a lights shine in her eyes and her jaw drops, the view looks over all the city. She was so breathless and so caught up in the view she didn't realize that there was a blanket with candles all around it and pillows to lay and look at the stars.
"Oh my gosh. T-this is so beautiful thank you so much." She says even more breathless than before running towards Nash tackling him with a hug.
"Ow you know a normal hug would've been fine." Nash jokingly says to Rebeca while she takes a seat next to him.
She simply rolls her eyes and looks down at the city. She sighs and rests her head on his shoulder, but the only thing she wants at this moment is to be with someone else. Rebeca closes her eyes trying to make her feelings shut off completely just for this time but nothing can seem to help.
She looks over at Nash as he is staring at the city, the lights of the big city below shine on his face which is so beautiful to her. The light hits his face perfectly giving him a more beautiful look, she knew she shouldn't use him like this but she needed to forget.
Rebeca takes Nash's face into her hands and crashes her lips into his. No thoughts are running through her mind just the feeling of his soft lips on hers. Nash's deepens the kiss loving very minute of her lips on his. They pull away breathless not saying one word just staring at each other too afraid to speak and feel.
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i take way too long to update :((((((( i am so sorryyyyyy anywho i hope you enjoyed this chapter it was new to write like this!
