No Good ≫ t.c

Chapter 44

Rebeca's Pov

Love is a big word that I don't know a single thing about, yes liking someone I know every well but love? It's not my friend.

Love. Love. Love.

Is the word swimming through my head and I reply Taylor's word. My lips part as Taylor says to me, love? No he can't. He can't love me, he told me he's not capable of loving someone anymore.

"Rebeca, I love you." Taylor says as if he is answering my thoughts.

I shake my head telling him he's wrong. My eyes are burning and watery, tears are soon to come pouring out of my eyes. My mouth keeps telling him that he's just drunk and saying things he doesn't mean, but in my heart and mind I know a drunk mind speaks a sober heart.

I take Taylor's arm pulling him to the room, I walk in silence trying to wrap my head around what Taylor just told me a few moments ago. Taylor stumbles close behind me tighten his hand around my free hand. I make Taylor sit on the bed and turn my back on him as a few tears roll off of my face. I feel Taylor's warm arms pull me towards him, I quickly wipe the fresh tears off my cheeks. I still don't face him instead I push closer to him. 

"Please don't cry baby, I love you. Aren't girls suppose to happy when guys say those 3 words?" Taylor softly whispers while I feel his head on the small of my back. Hearing what Taylor said makes me cry even more but without making a sound. 

"Why Rebeca? Why don't you want to be with me? I'm broken but I know you can fix me. Please." Taylor's drunk words say but all I'm hearing is his heart crying, for what? For me.

My heart cries in pain from knowing that Taylor is waiting for me to fix him, a whimpers falls from my lips causing Taylor to hold me tighter in between his legs. I hold his arms as tears are running down my cheeks and hitting Taylor's and my arms. 

"My heart is crying and you know that, it's crying for your love Rebeca. You're hurting my poor broken heart please I beg for you to stop, I can't take anymore. Gimme your love cause you have all mine."  Taylor words once again hit some part of my heart that makes me cry even harder. 

I wipe some tears and look down at our arms tangled together, I look over my shoulder (A.N: now is a good time to look at the gif) I see Taylor looking up at me with bloodshot eyes and new fresh tears on his cheeks. My heart breaks at the sight, I quickly turn my whole body around and take him in my arms. I whisper multiple 'sorry'  into his hair while Taylor grips on my waist. I feel wetness on my stomach and know it's Taylor crying into my shirt. I hold him tighter trying to take away the pain his heart is feeling. 

"Shhh, it's going to be alright. I'm here okay I'll always be here." I mumble into his hair, sniffling away some tears. 

"You are always here Rebeca like a friend, but I want you more than that. I want to love you like you deserve it, I want to hug you, kiss you, make you laugh, even argue with you like a couple. Can't you see I'm utterly madly truly deeply in love with you." Taylor unwraps his arms around me and kisses me with so much passion, it was a kiss I never felt before it was a kiss with love. 

After many tears were shed and many kisses were shared, Taylor is finally asleep but me on the other hand can't sleep my heart and my mind are battling each other which is keeping up. I stare at Taylor sleeping which of course calms me down and finally brings my mind and heart to peace. 

"Yes Taylor I would love to be your girlfriend." I whisper as my eyes flutter close to slumber.

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I wake up with Taylor sleeping on my stomach and his arms hugging my waist. I lightly try to push him off but he groan and grips tighter. I let out a frustrated sigh and tickle his side, he quickly rolls off  me and continue sleeping. I take a quick shower and get ready for another day, I realized that I said yes to Taylor but he didn't hear it now I have to tell him while he's sober. I walk down the stairs greeted by my little baby boy, I smile looking at him jumping up trying to get me to pet him. 

"Hello." A voice say, I look up and I see Taylor's little sister who was knocked out on the couch last night. 

"Oh my gosh, Hi." I say smiling at her, she is stunning. Man their parents did a good job, I want to the thank them. 

"You must be Rebeca. I'm Hazel, really nice to meet you. Wow you are extremely gorgeous how did Taylor get you?" Hazel pulls me into a hug, I like her already. 

"I love your name! You are stunning, like wow I need to thank your parents." I laugh at my lame joke and so does Hazel. 

Me and Hazel get to know more and more about each other while we are making breakfast. It's almost 10 when Taylor walks down greeting her sister and doesn't even pay attention to me. I keep quite and they talk flipping the pancakes. 

"I'm so hungover, I'm 99.9 percent that I'm still little drunk right now." Taylor groans in pain and explaining to his sister in a really sexy raspy morning voice. 

"That's your fault, why did you even drink in the first place?" Hazel questions Taylor, I say stiff in my stop trying to act like I'm not listening at all.

"No reason." Even though I have my back turn towards them I still feel a pair of eyes burning holes on my back. 

We all eat in silence all you can hear is the sound of the forks hitting the plate and the sipping of milk. After we are done Hazel goes to take a shower and I am left alone with Taylor. I walk slowly to the dishwasher to clean the dishes, I still feel those burning pair of eyes as I walk. Everything is quite once again and I need to tell Taylor before I explode. 

"Can I talk to you outside for a second?" I ask him and he simply nods, we walk out and sit of the back porch. 

"I'm sorry Taylor, I really am and I just wa-" I can't finish my sentence cause Taylor rudely interrupts. 

"Sorry? Sorry. Sorry is all you can tell me after I told you how I felt about you. What are you scare you are going to get hurt? You should know that people hurt people that just a part of life-" I stop Taylor before we start screaming at each other.

"If you would of let me finish you would know that I feel the same way, you make me want to become a better person and you bring happiness into my life. Yes." 

"Yes what?" 

"Yes I would love to be your girlfriend."

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Sorry that I didn't update yesterday but I got a new laptop so I decided to wait. 

BUT OMG REBECA SAID YESSSSSS

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