Taylor's Pov
*3 weeks later*
I throw my head back letting all the whiskey down my throat. This what I've been doing since Rebeca and Nash have gone god knows where. I take the last gulp of whiskey till it's empty and I throw the bottle so it shatters all over the wall. I've made a mess in their house but made a bigger mess with my life and Rebeca's life. Gosh I'm such a fuck up.
I take my pack of cigarettes out of my pocket and light my last one. I need to get more, or something stronger cause they aren't taking the stress away nor the pain. Why can't I have a regular life? Why I can't I have a normal loving family? If my dad hadn't got killed I wouldn't be like this... My life would've been a nice normal life.
I can't pity myself, my dad taught me better before he had to leave. 'You can't hate yourself or feel sorry for yourself on what you let happen. You have to find a way to fix it or let it go' I'm not going to let Rebeca go and my dad would've wanted me to do the same thing. But how is the question, I don't know where the fuck she is. Dammit.
I've called everyone I knew who is friends with Nash and Rebeca but no one has seen them, heard about them, or talked about them. C'mon Taylor stop drowning yourself in sorrow because a girl ran away from me the devil himself.
I got my keys and drove to the one and only Kian Lawley house. He was my best friend and trust me, I don't have people who are really close to me that I can stand but he's one of the few. One including Rebeca okay back to talking about Kian. I've known Kian since we were toddlers watching Barney together, damn those good old days were I was normal..
I park my car in his driveway, I remember coming here when I was 16 and my dad has recently passed away, well you can say he passed away. The house is exactly the same, green ass grass it looks fake, shiny brick walls, big old tree planted in the middle of fake ass looking grass. Yup exactly the same old cliche house I always thought it was.
I rang the door bell and there is the great Kian Lawley still looking the same I guess just more grown up.
"Long time Caniff, how many girls did you get prego this time?" Kian pulled me into a bro hug while laughing at his lame joke.
"Oh shut up Lawley, how many girls have run away from your small dick while I was gone?" I laugh and mentally high-hive myself for my comeback.
"For your information girls be crying when I pound my huge dick into their puss-" Kian was saying till I cut him off
"Keep dreaming boy." I said and walked straight to the kitchen this nigga always has some bomb ass snacks in his house.
"So what brings you here? Cause really if you didn't get a girl prego or steal a bank why are we talking?" Kian sits across from me with a smirk on his face.
"Well nice to know you missed me too, I need you to help me find someone." I look at him dead in the eye to signal I'm not playing around.
"Who are we killing this time?" Kian smirk wipes off his face and put full attention to me. Oh gosh what I'm going to tell him he is going to laugh his ass off.
"No you got it all wrong, I want you to find a girl." I mumble but I know he heard me.
"Why? Is she making you pay child support?" Kian once again starts with his lame jokes
"Kian I didn't get anyone pregnant so shut up about that, I sort of like someone." I really mumbled the last part, here comes the teasing.
"You? Taylor Caniff? The Taylor Caniff who does one night stand? Oh my gosh are we talking about the same person? Cause the Taylor I know just fucks not loves. Really what happen to Taylor?" Kian laughs and blurts out questions, I roll my eyes, really nigga?
"Love? Oh no I don't love her I just like her a lot okay. And I don't know what happen to that Taylor Caniff okay cause when I met her it was like that Taylor disappeared and I tried looking for him but he's long gone, just like she is." I look at my hands avoiding his eye contact.
"Okay first thing is that your whipped dude oh damn this girl has you wrapped around her fingers and second what do you mean she's gone? What did you do this time idiot?" I see Kian rubs his temples when I glanced up.
"Long story short, she ran off with Nash remember Nash right? Yeah she ran off and I don't know where she is and I really need to clear things up with her before Nash brainwashes her. Please help me." I beg
"Fine c'mon we have a lot of work to do." Kian says going upstairs
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I'm have come back from the dead!
I'm really sorry for the longest wait for this short update. (you know you love me)
Taylor was daddy issues oh okay Taylor.
You like Kian? Cause I know I do!! 🙋
Thank you for all the votes and comments and guess what?!? With my story I made a friendship happen between two of my readers 😇 yay!
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