The Touch Of Fear (COMPLETED)

Epilogue

ALEXA'S POV

        Magsisimula na talaga ang klase namin. It's different now, bawal na magloko, bawal na ang next time. It's now or never. I can't wait to the day where I will have my diploma and license as an architect. I know that being an architect is not my dream, pero ito ang pinagkaloob sa akin. As time pass by I know that mamahalin ko din ang pinili kong 'to.

        I can't wait to prove myself. To prove that I'm a lady that can face all the problems.

        Nag aayos ako ng mga gamit ko ngayon, yung mga kelangan ay nakalabas at ang mga hindi naman ay nasa isang kahon. There are lot of things that I should've be thankful for. Problems make me even stronger than ever. 

"You really want to start a new life huh" Jackie said habang nakatayo sa may pinto ng kwarto ko.

"For the best, Jackie. Speedway? After college na lang"

"Hindi naman masama ang gumimik. Di ba?"

"Hindi. gigimik pa rin naman tayo. Don't ya worry"

"Nabasa mo na siguro yung notebook no? What did you feel after you read it?" sabi ni jackie habang nakatingin dun sa notebook na nakabuklat sa last page.

"I realized something... Na hindi lahat ng pinagtatagpo ay tinadhana para sa isa't isa. Sabi nga nila, People come and go. Sometimes they are a blessing or a lesson. Lance came to my life to be a lesson. A lesson where I learn to love again. To face my fear. You should risk it all in the name of love. At kapag nagmahal ka, dapat ready kang masaktan. Dapat sinasabi mo agad sa taong mahal mo lahat ng gusto mong sabihin. Kasi masakit isipin na It's too late." sabi ko kay Jackie habang nakatingin ako sa notebook na Journal ni lance

"You learned your lesson. Learn from your mistakes. Sabihin mo na sa kanya ang nararamdaman mo. Para naman hindi ka na ma It's too late ulit"

"If it's meant to be it will be Jackie.."

"Okay. Ikaw ang bahala. Pag ba bumalik si Lance ay mapapatawad mo na siya?"

"I don't know Jackie. I don't know"

"Every story has an end, tama siya. We end up nothing. We end up nothing because we never had a chance to change the flow of our story" I said habang nakatingin sa labas.

"Are you ready to start a new chapter?"

"It's time to close this chapter. And start a new chapter." I said at sinara ang notebook ni Lance at tinago na ito.

"This chapter is full of problems, negativity, and sacrifices. There are lot of happy memories, and I'm glad that those memories won't change. They find their happiness, they are happy now. And it's time for me to be happy. I hate goodbyes, I hate endings, but life must go on. "

"You are right Alexa. Some things are meant to end. Hoping that the next chapter will be better than ever. Next chapter will be the happiest for you, for us." Jackie said.

In the end we only regret the chance that we didn't take. Pero para sakin? Past is past na. No time for regrets. Instead of regretting something why don't start a new chapter, and be the director and write your story. Mistakes are not meant to repeat. We should learn from it instead.

May mga bagay na hindi umaayon sa kagustuhan natin, pero dapat natin itong tanggapin. Dahil hindi lahat ng gusto natin ay nakatadhana para mangyare talaga sa atin. Ang hirap pala hanapin ni right one. Mas masarap magmahal sa mga taong kusang dumadating sa buhay natin. 

The wrong person always teaches us the right lesson in Life. At sabi nga nila. Things end, but memories lasts forever.

I can't wait to face my fear again, and risk it all for the person that I love and truly love me.

If you want a change, you need to start it with yourself. Goodbye to the last chapter. Thank you for all the lessons.

THE END

———

So hello guys! Thee end! Sana po ay suportahan niyu po ang book 2. TTOF: New chapter; New Beginning. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS STORY. THANK YOU FOR THE READS AND VOTES AND COMMENTS. THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE NA NAGSASABI LAGI NA IPAGPATULOY MO LANG YAN. HEHE. THANK YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU. SO AYUN SA BOOK 2 NA PO ULIT TAYO MAGSAMA'SAMA. I LOVE YOU GUYSSS!

(c) All Rights Reserved 2015