Prologue

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What makes people? Well who knows. Answer is that no one... I don't know for who I am able to trust anymore at this world... At nowadays people just pretend to be your friends and tell after that they will tell everything for everyone!

Yesterday everything was better than today. You did not need to pretend that you are something you are not. You did not need to hide the fact you are not fine. There was not bullying including to your days. Everything was exactly perfect. But then today came and ruined the perfect illusion of good years. 

Why people do not threat everyone at the same way. Why someones are just brutally ignored... left outside of the gang, bullied. When they do not have any reason to bully. The different human beings are just trying to fit the place we have been built in this world. Why we notice that invisible pain too late. Why we do not help those people early, before anything is able to happen. Why someone have to die before we do think. Why humans are so rude for other humans. Because at the end we are only humans, and no more we are able to be.

No one is perfect, I have noticed it from my own life. I have been bullied over 13 years at the school. Of course I do have couple of illnesses but they are invisible. You really can't see my ill heart or lungs. Then why I am being bullied because of these things. Because those who bully are stupid selfish piece of shit!! 

Normally we do only search those negative things from ourselves. Why we do not try to find those positive, beautiful things also. Life would be so easier to appreciate then. If you do have suicidal thoughts DO NOT BE ALONE, tell for someone. I personally know that telling from those can be so hard. But when you got those out of your head you will feel so much better. Trust me :-)

So before you are able to watch future, you must hide to your past and be okay with it. Accept those things and start to love yourself the way you are. That's all that really matters at this life. You only get the one opportunity to life, don't waste it. Live the life like you just had the one day! 


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