Chapter 9 'Her worst day' pt. 2

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2022, same day

Beatrice

I am sitting at my bed and do hug my tfios book. Tobias is calling to someone. He does speak with loud voice, but barely I do not hear anything. I do not know why I did what I did, but now I feel myself so tired, I just want to fall to asleep. He has already said many things, but I only understood the two Shailene, which is my another name and ambulance. 

I DO HATE HOSPITALS, somehow every time when I am taken to the hospital I am always halfway to death. I don't know why but everything is just so much for me now. At the hospital the staff does use my whole names, although I have asked If they could use 'Shai' and 'Bea' instead of 'Shailene' and 'Beatrice'. But they never listen. 

I am so tired and I am able to see the blood at the floor, might be from my hand. I can hear the ambulance sirens at the long way down, cool here they already are!! Minute ago Tobias came next to me and kissed me to lips [Can you imagine, when I look like this, he still kissed me?] and said that I can't fell asleep before the first aid nurses are at here. 


me: I am tired [crying at the same time]

Toby: No you can't sleep now, try to stay awake, Okay? 

me: I just can't keep my eyes open anymore...

Toby: ...

me: I feel myself dizzy and tired...

Toby: YOU CAN'T FELL ASLEEP

me: ...

Toby: BEATRICE SHAILENE PRIOR you need to stay awake!!!

me: Do not say my whole names... Just 'Shai' or 'Bea' please?!

Toby: You really can't be serious, are you really talking about your names at this situation...

me: [laughing] 

Natalie: What the hell is happened at here, And why Shailene's hand is bleeding??

me: MOOM, you can't be fucking serious, at first him and now you... My first name is Beatrice, not Shailene!! 

me: And now I will close my eyes and you two do not have anything to say about it, Okay!?! 


Tobias


Holy shit Beatrice just fell in unconcious and she is not responding. She does not breathe. Is she gonna die,... I hope that she is not. Without her I do not have anything to live for. If she dies, I die too. 


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