Fourtris fanfiction - Our story

Chapter 7 'My faulted life'

one year before [2019]

Beatrice [ 14 years old]

I do have anorexia, I have not eaten anything during three passed years. My mom is getting so worried, I barely am alive anymore... I am just so tired. I have not going to school. I have only been at home.

Dad still is not at home... some days I almost do wish that he would be, so he could say something to my ill mind...

Yesterday was Toby's 16th birthday, but nothing special did not happen. Mom baked the lovely chocolate cake for him [of course I did not eat it] and after that we were watching the movie from my laptop at my room. Of course the door was open [those 0,5 meters], although mom does know that nothing will be happening at there, we are JUST friends for god's sake!!!, but she just wants to be sure.

I will start the high school during couple of weeks. I am little bit scared of back to normal school, because during the last six years I have been home schooled. But I do not want to look like an idiot anymore so I will be back at common school. Caleb instead has done so well. He have been at the normal school for all of these years and may get into technical university. He is good with those computers and electronical devises.

I have had problems with my weight and eating from seven year old. But now is the first time when I also do realize that I do have problems. Mom have tried to help me to eat again, but as you can see it's not working so well.

I am scared go back to school, because I am 100% sure that everyone will start bullying me. Now I am so thin because of eating disorder. I have never had so many friends, but still they have left me one by one. Only Tobias and Susan have stayed by my side.