I wake up wrapped in Natashas embrace. I lay there as still as possible to make sure not to wake he. As I lay their I think about the last few days. 'Your a terrible human being Wanda, If you even are a human being your more likely to be a monster' the voice in my head piped in. I tried to block it out but it's too hard so eventually I find myself carefully wriggling out of Natasha's grip and heading to the bathroom. 'You stupid, raging, monstrous, bitch!!!" The voice screamed. I quickly reached for the drawer where I had last left the blade and brought it up to my wrist.
"Wanda, are you in there?" I heard Natashas voice through the door.
"Um yeah, I'll be out in a second" I said back before quickly sliding the blade along my arm a few times and tucking it back into its hiding place. I pull down my sleeve and exit My bathroom.
"Hey дорогой (sweetheart) are you alright?" Natasha questions
"Yeah I'm fine" I replied quickly
"Okay, we'll I'm going down for breakfast wanna join me?"
"Sure" I nodded then followed Natasha out of my bedroom down to the kitchen.
"Hey Nat, hey kiddo" Clint smiled from the couch when he saw us
"Morning Clint" Nat replied
"Morning" I whispered
"So Wanda медовый (honey) what would you like to eat?" Natasha asked while opening the pantry. I just shrugged. "I'm having some peanut butter toast, do you want some of that?"
"Sure" I replied and sat down in a stool. Nat nodded and got out the toaster.
As the toast was toasting two more people entered the room
"Hey guys" Steve and Bruce greater us at the same time
"Morning boys" Nat rolled her eyes "here you go Wanda" Nat pushed a plate of toast towards me
"Thanks" I smiled and began eating
"So Wanda, tony asked me to get you started with training today. Once your dressed I'll take you down to the gym" Steve said while coming over to sit next to me.
"Okay" I nodded taking a bite of toast. I was a bit nervous to begin training as I am no where near as good as the avengers. Once I had finished eating I quickly went upstairs to get changed into some black leggings and grey hoodie before heading back to the living room to meet Steve.
"So, you ready?" He asked
"As ready as I'll ever be I guess" I shrugged
"Okay let's go" Steve grabbed my hand and began pulling me through the building. We eventually got to two big double doors "here we are" Steve said and pushed the doors open.
"Woah" I looked around amazed there was the usual gym equipment in the corner and fighting rink in the other. In another room over I could see a swimming pool through the huge glass wall and there was a parkour course in front of it. Steve chuckled and lead me over to the gym equipment.
"You can work out for a little while before group training starts" Steve smiled before walking over to the boxing rink where Bruce was waiting. Well that would be Interesting.
Authors note
Hey everyone sorry it's taken a while to get this chapter out. I got my GCSE results recently and have been out celebrating my successes with my friends who were also successful. I will try to update more frequently but I'm going back to school next week so it may not be as consistent as I hope. Anyway I hope your enjoying this read so far. Love Lara xx
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FanfictionThis story takes place just after age of ultron when Wanda first joins the avengers. She is overwhelmed with the loss of her brother and falls into a dark state. Can Natasha help her find happiness again? TW: mentions of self harm, suicide, anxiety...
