The Feels (boyxboy)

CHAPTER 1- Erase These Feelings

DRE Pov:

"Andre, Andre, omg this boy, Andre Lemar Hendrix, get your ass up". Huh omg, it's already morning I couldn't sleep for shit last night. This is my last time going out with the boys, niggas be up to no good and getting me fucked up like this ah. I turned over to check the time and my messages from last night. I saw that it was 7:15 and still a bit early, I also saw hella messages from the boys and some messages from girl's I guess I fucked with last night. I scan through the messages and just eventually ended up turning off my phone and putting it on the charger because it was on low battery from last night. I got up and ran my ass in the bathroom to do my essentials before, my mama come in here yelling up a storm again this early in the fucking morning. When I was done freshening up I put on my fit that consists of a plain white shirt, a gold chain, a polo black hoodie, Adidas pants, white Nike socks, and I threw on my Jordan retro 4s to pull the look together. I grabbed my bag, phone, and charger went downstairs. When I got to the end of the stairs I saw my two twin little sisters Ocean, and Opal who were both dressed in matching pink and yellow dresses with bows at the end of their pigtails and simple white shoes, I can tell they were waiting there for a long time based on their pouting faces. I ain't going to lie I did take long to come to breakfast. Opal then grabbed my right hand while, Ocean pulled my left and yanked me all the way to the kitchen, so everyone one can finally eat.

⏭️⏭️⏭️ Time Skip

I finally got my ass to school with still 15 min to spare before the first bell rings. As I'm walking through the Halls I spot my group of friends I've been rocking with since elementary. There's Alex, Mason, Lincoln, Cameron, Xavier, Toby, and Fredrick, and all leaning against my locker waiting for me. I lightly jogged over there, and felt a big slap on my back from no other Cameron, " Yo what's up, shit was fucking crazy last night, we gotta do some shit like that again" Cameron said. "Cameron you know I love you and all but that shit might have been fun in all to you but that shit had me waking up this morning like a bitch, that's the last time I party with your ass, we ain't doing that again anytime soon Fredrick added" which caused everyone to laugh. We also did for the next 10 minutes chatting it up until we had to get to class, when the bell rang, Cameron, Alex, Xavier and i went to our Eng class which we dreaded because we got a nasty ass bug for a face Teacher Mr. Brockiwits, who's always on us when I Know he's blind ass see the rest of the class talking as well. Anyways we got to our seats which were usually in the back of the class. I sat behind Alex, while Xavier sat beside me, and Cameron in front of him.

We always sat in the back so we could fool around and dose off, but since it's our last year I decided to pay a bit more attention to whatever Mr. Brockiwits was saying, it seems he's talking about some book report analysis will have coming up, but I couldn't pay much attention to the details because my focus has been elsewhere for a while. All my focus has been on Alex mother fucking Jeong, one of my closest friends not even my straight "BEST FRIEND". I've been trying to wrap my mind on how my feelings came to be strong, but I just can't stop thinking of him. With the way his eye crinkles when he smiles, the pearly white smile alongside his dimples, his contagious laugh that when you hear it you somehow start laughing. He's godly sculpted 6 Pac abs, with his nice and perky ass(lol 🤣 just imagine it), that I so badly want to squeeze and smack so hard it leaves a handprint on them. Ahhh I can't think like that, because I Know he don't think of me the same, so I have to suppress my feelings to ensure it don't fuck up the friendship.

"You ok Dre, you seem off" you can tell me if something's up y Know" Alex said
Nah I'm ok I just been thinking about how boring this class is. I ended the lie with the most genuine smile hoping he believed it, Alex stared at me for a moment only to smile back at me with his cute little smile showing his dimples.

Ahh wtf am I supposed to do shit.

To be continued⏭️