The Feels (boyxboy)

Chapter 17: Boys Night

Xavier POV:

Right now I'm chilling on my bed, waiting for the boys to pull up, for our little get together we have every month, I was low key looking forward to it, because I'm trying to keep my money off of the whole situation with Sunshine, I didn't like the fact somebody was all up on him, and to top that blowing up his line. Like that shit had me heated, and I don't know why I'm madder then usual, it's probably me being overprotective of him as a best friend [Author thoughts "OK boi if you don't stop, lying to urself 🙄]. That shit almost made me blow up on him, and break his phone 😡, like why he give that fool, his number, he barely know him, dude can anything to my ba... Ah I mean Sunshine.

I was broken out of my thoughts by the doorbell ringing, and someone overly banging on my door 😡. " The fuck I'm coming, why are banging up in my door like that, fucks wrong witchu" 🤨. I opened the door to see, Dre, Cameron, and Mason, holding up drinks and snacks, alongside their overnight bag. We tend to get pretty fucked up, so everyone always ends up staying the night, and regretting their action by the morning. I opened the door wider ushering them to come in. They piled up on the coach in the living, while I got everything set up. Once everything was good I hopped my ass on the coach next to Cameron, and grabbed some chips from the bowl, Mason was holding. We watched some tv for a bit , until we got bored and decided to turn it off, we started off casual, and dove deeper into what's been going on with our lives, with us occasionally taking sips of our drinks.

Everyone was talking on their lives , and some shit we needed to get caught up on. Mason brought up what's been up with him, and turns out he had a thing for Link, all along. In which I kinda had a hunch that they had a thing for each other under all that I hate you shit, it was evident and I think everyone was waiting for it to happen. But then Dre spoke up a bit about him and Alex, now that's where I was actually shocked. I never really noticed Dre show any type of romantic feelings towards Alex, just only on platonic best friend vibe. Shit the motherfucker was really hiding it for everyone to go silent. That was until Cameron broke the silence and spoke. "So wait you and Alex, umm is it just me or are we all fucking confused right now". We all looked at Dre and then Cameron and in unison we all said "Yep 😐". "Dre ur just going to just sit here while we're contemplating on how this shit happened, or ur just going to tell us". After I spoke I looked over at Dre and seen him let out an sigh, then he sat up and was looking at us and said. " ye I don't really know how to explain how this shit happened. It's like one day my whole feelings toward Alex had changed. And feelings started to emerging . I started to notice and catch myself paying attention to the littlest shit about him". Not going to lie when I heard Dre say that I was kinda reflecting on the whole situation with Sunshine, like what is it that I'm feeling. Why do I get so fucking heated when he's around, someone other than me, or if someone flirting with him. I don't want to believe my feelings l, so I'm just pushing that shit to the back. I got out my head and continued to focus on what Dre was saying. "At first it kinda made me feel like a creep and horrible about thinking this way for my best friend , but after a while I realized it's something I can't help, it's hard to control my emotions around him now for so long. For a while I did try to hide and mask my feelings for him, and by ur reactions about me telling you about how I feel, it tells me I did a good job.
"I mean ye man we all I feel are still shocked, we didn't even know you swung that way" After Mason said that we all kinda agreed. "Ye I'm actually Pansexual, I just like who I like" Dre said. " Well dude I'm fucking happy for you and hope things end well with Alex, lord knows we don't need no more drama" Cameron said that and took a swig of his beer, and placed it back on the Table, then Mason had to ask 🙄 about me and Cams situation. I kinda was hoping that the whole share circle was over, but nooooo, Mason intended for everyone to share out their problems and feelings. Cameron had actually spoken up first before I could even make out an word. " I mean you know me right now I'm just chilling doing me, haven't really met anyone that has caught my attention. So I guess I'm living the single life, while y'all all booed up. I'll get over it tho he said jokingly 😄. " Aww poor Camey, Mason teased jokingly to him. We all let out a laugh 😂.
Well guys you wanna head up to go play on the game. They all cut there eyes at me as I had already got up and made my way towards the stairs. " uhhh where tf are you going, u think you slick. How come we all shared what's going on with us, and when it comes to u , ur ass running to change the topic, you hiding something from us ain't u" Dre said. Shit I thought I could get myself out of it, nigga know me to well 🙄. " huh, I don't know what ur talking about, you know me shits been the same old, same old. There's nothing new". Next thing I knew they were all dragging my big ass right back down on the coach. We all were kinda staring at each other for a bit to I caved, " Fuck, fine there's been something going on, but I don't want y'all to be like I told ur ass so, cuz I know how y'all be on that shit"I ended. " Ight we not going say that shit, right". Dre looked towards Cameron, and Mason and they nodded, " I mean ye dude, you know even though we be Goofing around and shit, we're still here and going to listen to you Xavier",Cameron said .
I nodded" Ok something might have happened between me and Tobey, and I don't know what to make of it". I kid you not when I looked up they all had the expression, like be ffr. " In all due respect as much as we knew something was going to happen between Mason and Lincoln, we knew y'all was going to eventually face the elephant in the room 🤷🏾‍♀️. I looked up to them all smiling and shrugging. They all looked at me as like finally they asses together, I rolled my eyes got up for the couch and went to the stairs, I let out a light laugh, and motion for them to come upstairs to finally play the game.

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Hey guy's I'm back lol 😂, this chapter was kinda a filler chapter, alongside my first time writing in Xavier's POV, I hope you guy's enjoy this chapter .