Never Again

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Larry's POV:

I wasn't plan on doing anything with Laurent especially after him leaving me behind thinking just of his self.

At first I was pi$$ed that he was being selfish but after the long talk to Rubix (because Laurent chose to text him instead of me) I told Rubix about our fight that happened about five months ago or so. Of course I kept our past to myself.

It's hard for me to sit back and talk about Laurent and I's issues but Rubix has been with us since he was younger so he knew (like most people) how close Laurent and I were.

Rubix explained that Laurent told him he needed time to clear his head and yea he probably did but it hurt me because Laurent chose someone else that's not me to talk about our problems with.

I felt frustrated, irritated, hurt, and alone but I didn't express to anyone I hate showing emotions or asking for advice from anyone even my family.

But Laurent leaving me behind made me feel abandoned so I broke down and asked for advice from Rubix who is close to Laurent and at times a little to close.

After talking to Rubix I didn't feel any better but at least I knew the real reason Laurent left and that he was okay. When we finished packing we headed to the airport to leave.

The flight felt like it took an eternity most likely because my mind was running a million miles a minute and every thought was about Laurent.

Once we landed and Rubix explained to me where Laurent was and that he'd be in Paris tomorrow again I was pi$$ed but I didn't show it especially in front of mami which was hard because she kept asking about him.

After a long and exhausting visit with my family I was finally able to get some sleep. Unfortunately I tossed and turned all night long trying to figure out how I was going talk with Laurent when he gets here.

When he landed I knew he was going to a hotel for the night even though our mami wouldn't care what time he came he still refuses to show up past eleven at night.

Knowing that, that's why I got a room at the closest hotel near mami's and waited for him. What I didn't except when I seen him was my pent up desire for him to almost take over my body and when Laurent had me leave his room I thought after a good night sleep it would die down a little but of course it didn't.

Without thinking I aloud my pent up desires and frustration to take over my body and take Laurent any way I could. And that's exactly what I did as soon as his desires began to roll off him in waves of course he tried to hide it from me but he couldn't.

F**k I had missed his moans.

I watched with happiness as Laurent withered underneath me moaning out my name and after he exploded in my mouth I wanted more but I knew our mami would be pi$$ed if we didn't go over to the house today.

So after I cleaned up ever drop from him and he calmed down enough to get dressed we headed to mami's where our family and some of our crew was waiting for us but more him than me they seen me yesterday.

As we walked towards the front door many thoughts ran through my mind and of course they were about Laurent. I needed to talk to him and soon before our bond breaks completely and we lose us.

Instantly I regretted coming to mami's as soon as we walked in the house. We had our family, some friends and two females that weren't invited. One of them has been after Laurent for years and the other I hadn't talked to in maybe five or six weeks.

Laurent became stiff as soon as he heard her voice but instantly he became
pi$$ed and hurt as soon as he seen them both.

He glared at me walking away from me before I had a chance to explain myself. Even after calling out his name he ignored me plastering that fake smile he has perfected over the years and greeted both of them happily.

F**k I felt his hurt he probably thinks I invited her here to be a barrier between us. And yea I'll admit I had done that a couple times especially after he pi$$ed me off just to hurt him. But this time I didn't even know she was coming or that she was already here.

It felt like the night dragged on for an eternity. Laurent ignoring me made it feel like the night would never end. Mami offered us our room but I chose the hotel instead of the house hoping she would get the hint to leave but she didn't she offered to stay with me without even asking.

Laurent's attitude changed from hurt to
pi$$ed. Without waiting for an apology he left the house with that other female holding her hand.

'Come on baby lets go back to the hotel' she said trying to sound sexy but in reality she didn't. But after thinking about Laurent leaving with that female I decided to take her with me to my hotel room.

I know I shouldn't because it'll just bring drama but if Laurent doesn't care than neither do I.

Tomorrow is the beginning of our Paris workshops before going on vacation for a couple weeks before heading to the states. Some where in between traveling and the workshops we will have no choice but to talk to each other.

The second after I entered my hotel room there was a knock at the door. Nervous of whom it was, because I already knew without answering the door.

I took a deep breath and as soon as I opened the door the sadness in his eyes broke me. But his anger shocked me more. I couldn't figure out why he was mad until I followed his eyes and seen who he was staring at wearing nothing but the hotel robe with messy hair.

F**k...I gritted under my breath.

'Okay Larry'. Laurent said softly almost a whisper sounding so hurt and broken walking away after he patted my shoulder.

Sh*t💔