Never Again

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**Mature Content Ahead**

Laurent's POV:

I sat on my bed trying to figure out how I'm going to approach Larry without causing us to fight.

Every since we left Washington, we have been spending almost every moment with each other.

Which I love.

It's just workshop after workshop Larry isn't hiding his affection towards me, not even in front of our fans.

Again which I love.

My problem is that's where his affection stop's. Since coming back from our much needed unplanned vacation Larry stopped making love to me.

The only time he touches me is when we are doing our workshops. I'm happy Larry isn't ashamed to hug, touch or even kiss me (even though it's on the cheek) in front of our fans and our crew.

I'm happy Larry isn't hiding his feelings. But I want more.

Am I being greedy?

He did promised things were going to be good between us and that nothing was going to change. And in a way he has kept his promise, except now he only touches me in front of our fans during workshops.

We stopped sharing a bed, which we have always done.

We stopped the quick shower.

We stopped kissing each other passionately, it's just a quick peck on the cheeks.

I'm torn between wanting to ask Larry what's wrong and hoping and can make it right. Or just stop trying all together and see if anything changes on it's own, which is hard for me.

My body begs for Larry's touch.

My lips crave for Larry's lips.

Every fiber in my being instantly wakes up whenever I'm near him, yet aches because I can't touch him.

I shook my head sitting on my bed trying to figure out if Larry gave me hints that he was going to change things up between us and for the life of me I cannot find anything that would help me understand him.

It's like he's trying to do everything he can to hurt me without actually hurting me. He shows me his passion for me during our workshops and meetings but as soon as they are over it's like I'm not worthy of his attention because he just spent several hours showing me his love.

I shook my head again and laid down on my bed. I took a deep breath and climbed under my blankets. Figured I'd take a nap before my talk with Larry.

Sighing contently I snuggled deeper into my bed and dozed off.

Waking up a few hours later from my phone ringing nonstop. I heaved a groan, stretched and grabbed my phone.

Eyes still sleepy I answered my phone without hesitation.

"Hello". I answered.

'Laurent get ready'. Larry's voice came from the other side.

"Huh"? I asked, my head still a little hazy from just waking up.

'I'll be there soon, get ready'. Larry said and hung up before I had a chance to ask where we were going. I'm not in the mood for clubbing or hanging out with to many people right now.

I sighed getting off the bed and took a quick shower, got dressed and walked towards the living room to wait for Larry.

Wonder where we're going?

This will be the first time we've gone out that didn't evolve a meeting, a workshop or an appearance. After that thought I'm really hoping he's not taking me to a club.