Hate me more, love me harder

Eight

Classes started and Hope couldn't keep Josie off of her mind.

Like she actually couldn't stop thinking about the brunette girl no matter how hard she tried.

"So.. wants we come back the following Monday you guys she be ready for the beginning of the year test" my teacher says

Great.

She wasn't even paying attention but she  doubts that this test would have a big impact on her grade.

The test is the beginning of the year which means it must have something to do with seeing how much you improved from the beginning of the year to the end.

"That's enough for today class.. maybe sure to study all this week... you guys can have 10 minute free time break" the teacher says

Hope sighed dryly.

She had took out her sketch book, that usually also have for when she has nothing to do or if she is bored.

Hope needed to do some art because she felt like she was going to lose her mind considering the stuff that happened not long ago.

And even she wanted to she couldn't because can't sit here bored her mind would just lead back to Josie and she didn't want to think about the brunette at all.

Soon a familiar person walked in and Hope immediately playfully rolled my eyes, it was maya. when Maya turned yo face her she instantly got nervous.

She was told 'stay away from Josie' and what did she do? Well she tried but she wasn't never successful in the matter and it wasn't her fault really.. the brunette just keeps showing up out of no where.

It's a pattern.. Hope doesn't want to talk with josie but then Josie seems hurt or sad and Hope just feels the need ti help her.. soon as Hope tried she's left mad because Josie said or did something to spite her.

Maya Started to walk towards hope's table.

"So... tell me everything that happened" Maya whispered to Hope as she sat down.

"It's a long ass story" Hope said as she looked over at Josie.

*

Josie POV

Okay so maybe that was mean of me to threaten Hope but it was an empty threat.

I would never kill someone.

In broad daylight of course.

When we did go to class I avoided her.

She's getting too close and all up in my business I can't have her finding out what my dad does to me then she will start telling everyone.

Maybe she will maybe she won't but I can't let anyone know..

I have to keep my distance for a while.

"Ahh" I groaned in pain. It was my rib cage.. the bandage is overused

I raised my hand not that I ever done that before.

"Yes ms.saltzman?" The teacher asked

"Can I be excused? I need to use the bathroom" I told him

"Sure but be back before class ends or I would be forced to mark you absent" the teacher protested.

"Sure whatever" I said before getting up and rushing to the bathroom.

The blood was dripping from my waist.

When I got to the bathroom I hurried up and tried to change it but someone walked in the bathroom so I ran into the stall.

"Josie... I know you're here" I heard Hope say

For god sakes.. leave me the fuck alone.

"Go away hope" I said

"I won't go away.. I don't care how mad you make me or how much you try and piss me off.. I won't go away and even if I wanted to I can't" she stated

I felt bad for what I did and that I wasn't more nice to Hope but I can't help it and she should definitely stay away from me.. not that I care if she does.

"Josie... you can come out now.. I see the blood on the floor" Hope stated

I looked down at the floor and seen that there was in fact blood all over the floor.

I took a deep breath before walked my out of the stall.

"Do you want me to help you with that?" She asked

"No" I replied.

I bit my bottom lip because I was nervous for what she might say or think.

"I'm going to help you anyways" she says before getting the bandage that I left on the counter.

"Hope— you don't have to do this.." I assured.

"I know.. but I feel like I need to so... just sit still and don't be fucking stubborn" she argued as she walked closer to me.

She then started to put the bandages on and I winced at the pain.

This was hot... like really hot.

And boy did I desire her touch but like I said... I would never date her or anything like that.

I hate her... I just don't know why I'm actually letting her touch me at all.

"All better" she says as she kissed the bandage and looked up at me.

"I— I— ... t-thank you" I stuttered like a fucking idiot

I started to move away from her.

"You don't have to worry about the blood and fixing it up ... I got it" Hope assured.

"I wasn't going to worry about it anyways" I admitted.

"Well, you should get going" she says

I picked my bag up.

"Stop doing that." I advised

"Doing what?" She asked

"Stop caring for me because you won't get nothing in return" I admitted as I made my way to the door.

"Don't worry.. this was my last time caring anyways" Hope stated.

I was a little hurt by the words but I didn't want her to see that so I left.

I just hope that she stays away and then all my problems should go away.

I think the only reason why my dad is mad at me is because I have a feeling that Lizzie told him about the whole 'you wish you can fuck me' thing in the restaurant

And I'm not even mad at Lizzie... I'm mad at myself.. for letting Hope get under my skin so much that I was willing to expose myself in front of everyone.

Hope POV

I can't fucking believe how I keep trying to befriend the girl and she just doesn't want to be helped or nothing.

It's my fault for letting myself care for someone who obviously has no heart.

I mean I looked into her eyes today and I saw it soften up but then the next minute it was cold and I had to look away.

I don't even think it's her fault.... I think it's her fucking dad..

No kid just turns out this way, she's going through something behind doors and she won't open up to anyone but I should leave her alone

For the time being...

I just don't think that womb was just any womb...

Could her father be... could be beating on her?