Hate me more, love me harder

Ten

TW ⚠️⚠️ IM SO SORRY IN ADVANCED.

Hope POV

I can't believe Josie right now.

She kiss me and they ran off.

I don't get what's wrong with her... first she hates me and she doesn't it's so fucking stressful.

I was supposed to stay away from her and now I got caught up in all of this drama and to tell you the truth I am not surprised that I freaking kissed back because... yes... yes I do fucking like Josie and yes she pisses me off but there is no one else in the world that I would let piss me off like she does.

Josie POV

I hate Hope.

I hate Hope.

I hate Hope.

I didn't know if I was saying it because it was true or whether I was trying to convince myself.

I don't know why I kissed her and I sure as hell don't know why I went over there and apologize.

I NEVER apologize to anyone and if I did it would be to my dad so he can stop hitting me.

That's the only time I get him to stop anyways.

I didn't want to go home... and I didn't want to think about Hope.

I know that if I even think about her soft lips and her amazing blue eyes— no! I can't think about it.. and I won't.

I can't be with Hope anyways.

How would that work? My dad is the literally definition of homophobic. The man is a fucking crazy and what if I did like Hope? That could get her in so much trouble.. not saying I do it's just I don't want to see her get in trouble or anything.

Why am I such a fucking softy for her oh my gosh.

[me:] I'm coming over to your house so be prepared.

[penelope:] but me and maya are in the middle of something.

[me:] I care because? I need someone to rant to and you are the closest thing to a person.

[Penelope :] and just for that ... no you can't come over.

I rolled my eyes at the text.

That leaves me no choice but to go home and hope that my dad says nothing to me.

I pulled off from the corner that I was parked on.

When I arrived at the house my dad car not was my sister car there so I'm guessing they aren't home.

I ran up the stairs and I made sure to lock my door this time and then I took a shower.

Once I was done I heard someone was here.

I hurried up and got dressed that's when my door bust open.

"Where have you been?" My dad asked

"I have been out" I said

"I went by your school and I didn't see you there and now I'm going to ask you again... where were you?" My dad asked more angry then ever.

"I was out... with a friend" I said

"If you were hanging out with Penelope.. I should slap you.. I could you I didn't want you around that fag.. that's the reason you are in the mess you are in now" he says

"What do you mean mess? Why are you so against us?" I asked

"Us? What the fuck are you talking about?" He asked

"You act all religious and shit but here you are cursing and beating on me... you are a fucking horrible perosn hell you aren't even a good father and here's better news IM FUCKING GAY... do something about that" I screamed.

He slapped me with the back of his hand and I fell flat on the floor.

"You ungrateful bitch! You aren't my daughter... no daughter of mine will be such thing..." he says before kicking me in my stomach.

"You are a fucking coward" I groaned in pain.

"I have an idea of where you were.. your sister told me all about it" my dad says

I already knew she said something to him and I wasn't even mad at her... I'm mad at myself.. I shouldn't have never even tried to have a decent relationship with her.

"Just leave me alone" I cried out.

"I forbid you to see that bitch that has you like this" he spat out through his teeth.

"And if I don't?" I asked as I tried to get up.

He kicked my face and I fell back down , this time all the blood spat out all over the carpet... I know I won't be able to get this out.

"I would make yours and who ever the fuck the girl is... life a living hell.. do you understand me?" He asked

"I—" I had tried saying something but my mouth was so busted that I couldn't even talk.

"I said do you understand me?" He asked bending down to squat on his knees.

I just nodded my head.

He didn't waste any time before leaving out of my room and slamming my door shut.

I couldn't even crawl up into a ball or anything.

I was in too much pain. I couldn't move a muscle.

I just laid there as the tears streamed out of my eyes.

Hope POV

[maya:] hey hope... where are you?

[me:] I'm home.. where are you?

[maya:] I'm at Penelope house... I saw Penelope texting with Josie and she seemed like she needed help.

[me:] physically or just needed someone to talk to?

[maya:] she sounded like she was in need of someone but Penelope didn't care.. I know I told you to stay away from her but she sounds like she could use a friend.

[me:] what am I suppose to do?

[maya:] I don't know.

I sat my phone on the night stand and I took out my homework.

I need to get Josette off my mind.

*

It was about 2 in the morning and that's when someone started ringing my bell like crazy.

My parents would probably be mad.

I ran down the stairs and to my surprise my parents were still sleep.

When I opened the door I seen—

"Josie?" I asked she was covered in blood.