The "Lucky" One: A Mathew Espinosa Fan Fiction

Chapter Twenty: Part one

~ Matt's Point of Veiw~

• I ripped open the envelope and pulled out a some what thick stack of yellow paper.

I unfolded them quickly and saw that there was one for Renessmee and one for Jack.

Then I saw the one for me. I tossed the other notes on the bare bed and I started to read.

Matt,
My Love,

Before I ever met you I was in love with you, I watched your videos and I laughed until I cried. You meant everything to me. I was a big fan of you and then that day in Orlando at the mall when I met you, I was so happy. I tried not to embarrass myself too much. I felt this connection between us and at first I thought it was because I was a crazy fan but then I got to know you... When I moved here and came to the school, you being there was the best thing that ever happened to me. I met Jack and Renessmee and Alaric. I had my first boyfriend and then I finally got you. You are amazing, smart, funny, sweet... you are literally the perfect person and I love that about you. I love you, Matt and that is why I have to leave. I appriciate that you are willing to fight for me to stay here but that would mean that you would die. And I couldn't deal with that, I would probably go crazy and kill myself. I am so grateful that I got to be close to you and know you. You and the guys are the family I never had. I am so sorry that I brought you into this giant mess, since I have been here everything has been downhill. I am sorry for everything. I thought I was a big fan before I know you but now, I am your biggest fan. I just think the only way everyone, you, will be safe is if I leave. I just want you to know that;

I LOVE YOU MATTHEW LEE ESPINOSA

I dropped the paper on the floor, my fingers were trembling. She loves me and she is gone...

I noticed that the some of the ink was smudged from what I am guessing are tears.

I started breathing heavy. I can't deal with this. And she is blaming herself for everything that has happened. Its not her fault.

How could she even think that. It makes me so mad that she has taken it upon herself to save everyone.

She doesn't need this kind of pressure on her. I started to pace around the empty room.

"No, no, no, no, no" I kept repeating to myself. I picked up the side of the bed and threw it on the other side of the room.

I kmow need to calm down but I am too upset to listen to myself right now I punched a hole in the wall.

Nothing, I still feel the same. I even screamed. Nothing. I finally just sat on the floor with my face in my hands.

Cursing my life. I love Amberly so much. I know it hasn't even been a week since we have been together and I still love her.

I never thought I could fall in love so quick. I have only known her for two months but it feels like I have known her forever.

"Matt?" I heard Jack call from downstairs.

Shit. I forgot I invited him and Renessmee over to help me get Amberly out of the room.

What am I supposed to do? Tell them Amberly decided for all of us and ran away?

"Matt!" Renessmee yelled louder when I didn't answer. Next thing I know I here their footsteps coming up the stairs.

I hate having these stupid heightened senses. I hear everything and I have new feelings that I have never had before.

Well, I have had them they are just ten times stronger. Jack bursted through the door and Renessmee was behind him.

She gasped when she saw the mess. Jack spoke "Where is Amberly?"