The "Lucky" One: A Mathew Espinosa Fan Fiction

Chapter One: The Begining

~Present Day~

•Dear Diary,

         I'm sitting here on the edge of my bed waisting another page on nothing. The nightmares are starting again, I thought they were gone but I guess I was wrong. I haven't had one in over two years....I just can't stand the mental images in my head of That night. It haunts me every day and now its going to start torturing me at night in my sleep. As if, I haven't been through enough already...I just need every bad thing to disappear. I want everything to go back to normal.  My dad says that I should think about seeing a therapist but I dont want some weirdo telling me whats best for me, trying to"fix" me...but to be honest, sometimes I think about it. But you can't really tell people that you watched your mother get shot multiple times and die. And also living in the fear that the killer is after you too, that at any moment he could bust through the door and shoot you up too. Plus no one is supposed to know, according to the F.B.I. People just don't understand. So now im in the witness protection program, and I have to keep hiding, I cant really make friends because I move too much...I'm getting off topic, it just bothers me that the last time I saw my mom is when she was dead, she told me she loved me and I didnt even say it back I just ran off and did what she told me to. I should have told her that I love her and now I live every day thinking that she thinks I don't love her. I would visit her grave but I can't because I had to move to a different state! Life isnt fair! You know what, Im done writing for today.

                                Bye,

                                   Diary

•I slammed my diary shut and shoved it under my mattress. I felt a tear escape from my eye, I quickly wiped it away and walked to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and yep. I look like a train wreck. I took a deep breath and sighed. Sitting there for a minute looking at my poor reflection, I rinced my face with cold water and used a towel to dry...I walked back in my room checked my alarm clock and the time read 9:40 a.m.

My dad is at work til 6:30 p.m. so I have literally the whole day to myself, just like every day...

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•I decided that I was going to go to the mall and look around, maybe buy some new clothes...I need new clothes anyways. I ran the shower water and let it heat up for a few minuets and then got in. I sat there for about 15 minutes in the hot water, letting it warm me. It was relaxing...but then I washed my hair, body, and face and got out. I wrapped myself in a towel and walked into my room and picked through my closet for an outfit. After about 25 minutes after that I finally found the perfect outfit to wear; a white Jack Daniels tank top, a light pink(almost coral) high waisted skater skirt, a black leather jacket, off white heels, and to top it off Im gonna put on my circle sunglasses. The picture in my head, this was going to be cute! I laid my outfit on my bed and walked back to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I walked all the way back to my room and thought to myself dang I walk around alot I laughed at that thought and plugged up my curling wand. While that heated up I got dressed, after I got dressed I threw my hair up into a slopy bun and applied my usual makeup; concealer, powder, mascara, and chap stick. After that I brushed and blow dried my hair, then I took my curling wand and loosely curled my thick, medium length, chesnut brown hair. When I was satisfied with my hair got up from my vanity and put on my leather jacket. I grabbed my keys, purse, and phone off my dresser and headed out the door. I got into my 2006 silver Volkswagen Jetta and started the engine. I pulled out the drive way and headed out to the mall. When I got to the mall it literally took forever to find somewhere to park! The mall was oddly packed today, I checked my IPhone 4s and yhe time said 11:15 a.m. and I still was trying to find a parking space! This is ridiculous! I finally found a parking place but im not happy about it, its too far away from the stupid store... But I got out my car, locked it, and started towards the mall. When I got inside, I went to the bathroom to freshen up, it was like 100° outside and a 15-20 minute walk! I sprayed myself with Pink Chiffon scented perfume from bath & body works and some deodorant I had in my purse then played with my hair a bit. I walked out the bathroom and headed towards Victoria Secret. I looked around a bit and bought a black, green, and blue, strapless bathing suit and walked out the store, right when I was about to walk into Areopostale I heard a bunch, of what sounded like, teenage girls screaming. I then saw a huge mob of them right in front of Areopostale! I sighed and tried walking into the store through the mob of screaming girls but there is no point in trying. I rounded the corner to hit Starbucks, not paying attention, I ran smack dab into someone! Gosh! I have to start paying attention! "Oh my gosh! Im so sorry" I said with a mixture of sorrow and confusion. "No its okay, it was my fault" a guy said.  I looked up and I couldn't believe my eyes...

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~Cliff hanger!! Bol, even though its prbably obvious...:-) I hope your enjoying it so far even though its like the first chapter lol. I just want to make it clear that sometimes I may update multiple times a day or week but sometimes I can't with all of my extra curricular activities, I will try to get in a routine, at least 2 or 3 times a week :-)

Also keep in mind that this is my very first story soooo sorry if it sucks, im still learning :-D

♡Love,

           Alyssa♡

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