DEC 17 - minsung

10.30

october 30,

i'm stuck on you.

i woke up feeling different. the only word to describe anything involving you is different. my vocabulary isn't wide enough to describe you.

you make all the writers and poets question their intelligence and ability to write descriptive details. they are jealous you're all the words they don't know yet.

you helped me realize that i don't have to work for love. my own worth is not what i give people. i don't have to do anything— don't have to act a certain way or agree with others. you taught me to not abandon my own self to have love.

i wish i can show you how much i care and fallen in love with you. i've gotten better at expressing my feelings but only with you.

'you don't have to do anything, i already know you love me. even if you hate me, if i manifest it, it'll secretly get into your mind and you'll be head over heels for me!'

i'll keep this burden in my chest, no matter how much you tell me.

i'm sorry i don't know how to show you i care. i'm sorry i can't show you the way i love. i'm sorry if you feel unloved.

i'm so sorry— i wish i can do more to love you.

i'll find the right words on december 17.