april 15,
jisung asked me what december 17th was. he was hesitant. he stuttered and avoided my gaze. i asked him why. why did he read this book? why did he break my trust? i was starting to trust him. i wanted to trust him. he fooled me into trusting him.
i think i scared him. he deserved it. he should be scared. everyone should be scared of me. i'm scared of myself. december 17.
he didn't talk to me after i kicked him out. not like i would answer him. i don't think i'll ever talk to him again. he shouldn't talk to me again. december 17.
december 17. i've have it planned already. it's all planned out. no one would trust me ever again. they shouldn't trust me. i don't trust myself.
december 17.
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DEC 17 - minsung
Fanfictionin which the 17th of december was marked on the calendar
