DEC 17 - minsung

02.05

feburary 5,

two days in a row? i'm so on top of things! i've been thinking a lot— about my cats. do they really love me? would they run away if they ever got the chance? am i not someone they remember? you think they just see me as a being who lets them roam in a house and provide food? id see myself as that; nothing more.

who will take care of them?

out of all the people i have in my life, i'm worrying about my cats! can you believe that? it's funny!! you better have laughed!!!

changbin has my number now. chan probably gave it to him. would you give your friend someone else's number without telling them at all and just assume the random 'hey' text is someone you met a day ago?

i'm not mad at chan. i don't think i'll ever be. he's the one person i couldn't be mad at. he doesn't deserve that. nothing he can do would make me hate him.

maybe the calls at 6 am makes me wanna punch his pretty face but that's all.

changbin just texted me to hang out. will i take the offer up? i haven't done anything this week; what makes him so special to break that streak?

december 17 will be special.