Forever and Always

Part 18

Noah's pov :
we entered the restaurant and my eyes landed on someone. Oh no , it's Dixie . We sat in a table that is so close with her's . I looked at her ,  wow she is so beautiful. Memories start running in my mind . I need to stop this , she cheated on me. I can't .

Dixie's pov:
I was talking with Charli then my eyes landed on someone , It's Noah . He didn't really changed but he looks so handsome.  I start getting tears in my eyes and Charli noticed me .

Char: it's ok dix , you'll be fine
D: h-he looked at m-me . He noticed m-me
Char: it-
Blake:( comes to their table)Hey guys . Do you want to come and sit with us? ( whispers to Dixie ) maybe he could talk to you
D: umm yeah sure

We went to their table and everyone was giving me dirty looks. I was sad and really upset about it. I sat in a chair that in front of Noah. Oh god , I can't stop staring .

Noah's pov:
Charli and Dixie sat at our table. Everyone starts talking with Charli and completely ignored Dixie . Blake gave me a "do it "look so I'll talk to her

N: hi Dixie , how are you?
D: ( trying to act normal ) h-hey no-ah , um I-I'm good . A-and you?
N: I'm fine thank you. So what did you do after the break up ?
D:I d-didn't go any-where o-out of my house. This is my first time u go out in two years
N: omg this is awful. Don't do this to yourself again.
D:I c-can't
N: why?
D: everything reminds me of you . The car , the mall . Literally everything. I've been crying everyday since you left . I can't live without you, your my life. I know I cheated and i was drunk and stupid ok ? Can we at least be friends? Without even hugging or touching? Please?
N: umm can I give the Answer after dinner?
D: ok but don't forget about it, please
N: dw I'm not
The waitress came to us and give us our food. I noticed that Dixie wasn't eating.

N: eat your food dixie
D: I don't feel like eating anymore
N: do you want something else?
D: no thank you
N: you sure ?
D: yes I am

Dixie's pov :
Talking with Noah was a dream . They all ate their food then paid . When they were about to leave, I went to Noah

At the parking lot

D: so did you thought about it?
N: yes I did
D: and ?
N: yes , we can be friends ( smiles)
D: omg yes !!!!!( run to Charli and hugs her tight then goes back to Noah) sorry I needed to squeeze something ( laughs)
N:(laughs) yk you can hug me right?
D: really ??!
N: yes ( opens his arms) come here
D: (runs in his arms and hugs him so tight)
N: Dixie (laughs) I can't breathe
D: ( back up)I'm so sorry I'm just so excited to have you back
N: you're fine . Wanna sleep over ?
D: yes !! I literally love you- omg I'm so sorry
N: your fine . Cmon let's go

We went to Noah's house

D: Noah . I don't have any clothes here
N: take one of my hoodies and shorts
D: can I take your boxer at a short please?
N: sure
D: thank you ( runs to the bathroom and change) how do I look?
N: you look good
D:( kinda sad that he didn't say pretty or beautiful) thank you
N: You can the bed and I'll take the couch
D: oh Um o-ok , goodnight
N: wait, are you ok?
D: I'm y-yeah (fake laughs)
N: Dixie I know when you lie , Please tell me the truth
D:( starts crying) I miss us Noah . We used to sleep in each other's arms and now we're not even in the same bed. When I asked you how do I look , you said 'good' I was expecting like 'beautiful' or 'pretty' or maybe 'perfect' but I didn't . I'm trying to act cool with you being my friend but I can't. It's just so hard to act like I don't love you anymore!!
N: I'm sorry Dixie but I'm not ready for a relationship.
D: I know I understand. Goodnight
N: goodnight

It's 1:00 am and I didn't fall asleep. I went to the kitchen and drank so warm milk. While I was drinking Noah woke up.

N: what are you doing ?
D: I couldn't sleep so I'm drinking some milk
N: why you couldn't sleep?
D: I can't sleep with you in the same room without cuddling you
N: I was about to tell you to sleep in the guest room but it's dirty, you can come and cuddle me when you're done (goes upstairs)
D:(drinks her milk fast then wash's her mouth and runs to Noah ) you sure ?
N: well I can't keep you up all night
D: so you're doing this just because I didn't fall asleep? So you don't want to actually cuddle me, right?
N: yes but no . I'm cuddling you because you didn't sleep and because I missed your cuddles .
D:( really happy) REALLY!!!!! YOU MISSED MY CUDDLES????
N: yes now cmon before I change my mind (laughs)
D: ok ok ( rushes to his arms and put her head on his chest) this is the best night ever ( falls asleep)
N:( chuckles) goodnight (falls asleep to )
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A/N
Wow. A long part .